Rifraf
Member
Hello everyone, this is my journal of my recovery from porn addiction, and I suppose I will start off by sharing a little about myself. I am 28 years old, married for a year and a half, and I am a Christian. I attend church and I go to a men's group called Chainbreakers, which is like a support group for people struggling with addiction. I have been addicted to porn since I was 12 years old.
My longest streak was for about a year, and while I stumbled at points during that time, my life has improved dramatically. I started dating, met my wife, lost 80 pounds and moved away from a bad relationship in that time. Now I have relapsed and again I am struggling and can see the effects of my addiction in my life.
The goal of my reboot is to abstain from artificial sexual stimulation indefinitely, and possibly to be an inspiration to others
Some of the things that have kept me from my goal in the past:
Deceiving myself into thinking that porn is okay and there will not be consequences for my actions
Unwillingness to follow through with measures that would support me in overcoming my addiction
Lack of accountability
Beating myself up
Currently I am on Day 3, so let's give this a try!
My longest streak was for about a year, and while I stumbled at points during that time, my life has improved dramatically. I started dating, met my wife, lost 80 pounds and moved away from a bad relationship in that time. Now I have relapsed and again I am struggling and can see the effects of my addiction in my life.
The goal of my reboot is to abstain from artificial sexual stimulation indefinitely, and possibly to be an inspiration to others
Some of the things that have kept me from my goal in the past:
Deceiving myself into thinking that porn is okay and there will not be consequences for my actions
Unwillingness to follow through with measures that would support me in overcoming my addiction
Lack of accountability
Beating myself up
Currently I am on Day 3, so let's give this a try!