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I became more and more sure my husband is a porn addict with every week but don?t now how to bring it up. I don?t judge him but something has to happen.
Our sex life was excellent earlier but the last 3 years were more like a dry spell. I can count on one hand how many times we were intimate but can?t count the situations I?ve been rejected. He watched porn, we even watched together, but that didn?t seemed to be a problem before.
We have two daughters and everything started with my first pregnancy 5 years ago. Due to complications I had to stay in bed from the third month and we had been told my orgasm can cause contractions which probably will led to miscarriage in my situation so no sex util the 36th week. Despite this, we messed around without me getting off, I?m not going to get into details.
After delivery everithing went back to normal but this happened again at my second pregnancy. Our younger daughter is 2 yo now.
The first year my husband worked a lot, I dealt with the little ones alone and we rarely spent time together. His work normalized since last year but our relationship didn?t.
He rejects me most of the time and I feel like I reached a point where something had broken inside me.
I was on a pill wich reduced my libido a lot but since there is no point in taking it, I gave it up 4 months ago. My libido raised back to normal and our non existing sex life became a hell for me.
I love him, more than anyone but I?m tired of rejection and don?t know if I can do this any longer witout any change or explanation from his side. I know I souldn?t go this way but with every rejection I feel more and more ashamed about asking for something he didn?t want to give. Most of the guys tell me I?m pretty so probably that?s not he problem yet I started to exaggregate my flaws and hate my body.
I?m planning to sit down with him and talking with him about it but honestly I have never been at a loss about anything before. How to bring it up? I don?t want to ashame him or reading him the riot act but I can?t live like this.
I became more and more sure my husband is a porn addict with every week but don?t now how to bring it up. I don?t judge him but something has to happen.
Our sex life was excellent earlier but the last 3 years were more like a dry spell. I can count on one hand how many times we were intimate but can?t count the situations I?ve been rejected. He watched porn, we even watched together, but that didn?t seemed to be a problem before.
We have two daughters and everything started with my first pregnancy 5 years ago. Due to complications I had to stay in bed from the third month and we had been told my orgasm can cause contractions which probably will led to miscarriage in my situation so no sex util the 36th week. Despite this, we messed around without me getting off, I?m not going to get into details.
After delivery everithing went back to normal but this happened again at my second pregnancy. Our younger daughter is 2 yo now.
The first year my husband worked a lot, I dealt with the little ones alone and we rarely spent time together. His work normalized since last year but our relationship didn?t.
He rejects me most of the time and I feel like I reached a point where something had broken inside me.
I was on a pill wich reduced my libido a lot but since there is no point in taking it, I gave it up 4 months ago. My libido raised back to normal and our non existing sex life became a hell for me.
I love him, more than anyone but I?m tired of rejection and don?t know if I can do this any longer witout any change or explanation from his side. I know I souldn?t go this way but with every rejection I feel more and more ashamed about asking for something he didn?t want to give. Most of the guys tell me I?m pretty so probably that?s not he problem yet I started to exaggregate my flaws and hate my body.
I?m planning to sit down with him and talking with him about it but honestly I have never been at a loss about anything before. How to bring it up? I don?t want to ashame him or reading him the riot act but I can?t live like this.