Rebooting till my dick gets so hard that i could smash bricks with it

K-Dot

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HI, I am new on this forum and I am 20. I started masturbating when i was 11, sometimes to porn, but most often using my own fantasies and photos of girls. Sometimes I would masturbate 3-4 times a day. I had a period of heavy porn use, but it' s been a while since I stopped watching porn. I have another problem. I am in a 4 months relationship with a girl from the other town. We didn't have  sex yet, I could always get a boner when I was around her. She started to send me nudes whenever I am not in her town and I masturbated hardly to them. As time passes those pictures started becoming more explicit and we started sexting. Few weeks ago we were making out on the couch and I was a little bit "in my head". Suddenly, I've noticed I am not really getting aroused. She was giving me a handjob and my penis couldn't get hard as usual which made me anxious a lot, but she didn't notice (That was her first sexual experience). I was trying to get aroused by looking at her half naked body, but 0 points. Later we did a dry humping and I would completely lose my erection. I found that I rarely have morning wood and my libido is pretty low. I can get a boner when I fap, sometimes it gets really hard, but most often it's a weak erection. She' s still sending me nudes, but I can't manage to get excited due to my anxiety level. I really find her atractive and I am in love with her.


Now I'm on day 18. Few days in a row I'm having a morning wood! I think I went through the flatline during the first 6 days of my reboot...
 

K-Dot

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When I run into a nude picture or something I get an urge to fap, but I can handle it
 

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Day 19

Strong morning wood this morning! Two more days to achieve 3 weeks, my personal record
 

K-Dot

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Damn my girlfriend texted me that she want to make out with me, I got boner and a precum... WTF is that?
 

K-Dot

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Thank you! I won't relapse for sure... Can't see how porn is serving me in the long run
 

K-Dot

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Day 20
Morning wood (100%), went 80% when I got out of the bed. Erection's gone after peeing. Got horny by checking out hot girls on the street, but i won't fap
 

K-Dot

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Thanks! I think my libido is back, I got desire for sex when I see a hot girl on the street
 

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PuckingForn said:
K-Dot said:
Thanks! I think my libido is back, I got desire for sex when I see a hot girl on the street

In what way do you mean "desire" ?

I don't get the urge to fap, like I used to, I would rather bang her :'DDD
 

K-Dot

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My girlfriend turned 19 today. We were  chatting and she wrote that she wants me to kiss her 19 times and I got 100% boner... WTF this means??????
 

K-Dot

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I got a question. I visited my girlfriend last week on a day 30, I got hard boner just from kissing, so it shows I'm doing well. Last two nights we were texting, and she started writing things like, "I'm naked in my bed waiting for you", and I got instant 100% boner. I wont see her until the september and I'm worried this sexting shit will induce ED again... I won't fap, but I don't know is this right, I don't know should I tell her about the problem, she'll freak out
 

K-Dot

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I am back at this forum, got 2 100+ streaks, few 60+ and 40+ days streaks and many relapse streaks. Curretly I am on day 109.
I cured my PIED once, but it came back due to many relapses and binging sessions.
 

K-Dot

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Day 123

Woke up at 4 AM due to wet dream (About relapsing to instagram photo). I had maybe 15 wet dreams since i've started this streak (once 4 night in a row xd). My dick is still dead,sometimes i get hard when i make out with my girlfriend at the club. Didn't try to have sex yet
 

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omicron said:
You have the coolest thread name and impressive streak. Congrats & good luck!

Hahahah thank you bro, I always try to turn "tragic" stuff to a comedy, so that's where it came from
 
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