Hi guys, I know this is a big chunk of text to read but I would love for you all to read it and try and help me because I'm very depressed. I'm new to the topic of Porn induced erectile dysfunction but I definitely have it and it is at a horrible age. I'm currently in the UK at college as we call it in Britain and going to university this September. So as you can imagine I am under pressure from myself and friends to hook up with girls. This is a brief story of my sexual life.
At 12 years old I discovered adult websites and was hooked straight away. This was even before I discovered masturbating, but I enjoyed what I saw and couldn't get any real action at that age. Over the years I discovered that I had a small penis when flaccid, it has always been the same to this day and I've read about flatlining and I have the feeling I have been flatlining since masturbating over porn at the age of 14. I lost my virginity at the age if 16 and had problems from my first sexual experience with my ex girl friend. My erections were never 100% like they were over porn, more like 75%. This frustrated me huge amounts but I always put it down to nerves. Some days it would be fine so I just lived with it, but after splitting up with her a few months back I was out of the game and wanted to start seeing a girl again. There is this beautiful girl at college who I came across talking to once and she is a 10/10 - amazing looking, everything! so we got talking and around came the situatio n for me to go to her house. This was a few weeks ago and I was already aware of my erectile dysfunction. So I was very apprehensive. I went along anyway we had a few drinks and got down to business. Once again it was very much the same not quite 100% but I told her that it was the alcohol. So I got off lightly. But now I am starting to drink before sex so I can use ALCOHOL as the excuse. I know this isnt good but it puts my ego at ease.
Because of having a sleepy penis 95% of the time I am always depressed full of anxiety and stressed. (Exam period doesn't help.) when I was meeting this attractive girl I would get so nervous I would make myself sick before meeting her. I don't k ow if this was pre date nerves or just having a limp cock made me worried incase things got more exciting. I am fit and healthy and go to the gym 3 times a week, so it's not what I have been eating, smoking or drinking, that is all done in moderation for an average 18 yr oldguy. I never masterbate because I never feel the urge, I haven't been on porn for six weeks and have only seen slight improvements such as a twitch in my pants if I kiss a girl. I haven't had a morning erection for years and I want everything to return to normal. Does anyone have any advice with what I should do when it comes to interacting with women in sexual situations because I am missing alot of opportunities because I don't want to destroy my ego by not achieving an erection (I'm very self conscious?) Please please please help me I'm in a mess and need it sorted. I would appreciate every reply so much. Cheers guys x
At 12 years old I discovered adult websites and was hooked straight away. This was even before I discovered masturbating, but I enjoyed what I saw and couldn't get any real action at that age. Over the years I discovered that I had a small penis when flaccid, it has always been the same to this day and I've read about flatlining and I have the feeling I have been flatlining since masturbating over porn at the age of 14. I lost my virginity at the age if 16 and had problems from my first sexual experience with my ex girl friend. My erections were never 100% like they were over porn, more like 75%. This frustrated me huge amounts but I always put it down to nerves. Some days it would be fine so I just lived with it, but after splitting up with her a few months back I was out of the game and wanted to start seeing a girl again. There is this beautiful girl at college who I came across talking to once and she is a 10/10 - amazing looking, everything! so we got talking and around came the situatio n for me to go to her house. This was a few weeks ago and I was already aware of my erectile dysfunction. So I was very apprehensive. I went along anyway we had a few drinks and got down to business. Once again it was very much the same not quite 100% but I told her that it was the alcohol. So I got off lightly. But now I am starting to drink before sex so I can use ALCOHOL as the excuse. I know this isnt good but it puts my ego at ease.
Because of having a sleepy penis 95% of the time I am always depressed full of anxiety and stressed. (Exam period doesn't help.) when I was meeting this attractive girl I would get so nervous I would make myself sick before meeting her. I don't k ow if this was pre date nerves or just having a limp cock made me worried incase things got more exciting. I am fit and healthy and go to the gym 3 times a week, so it's not what I have been eating, smoking or drinking, that is all done in moderation for an average 18 yr oldguy. I never masterbate because I never feel the urge, I haven't been on porn for six weeks and have only seen slight improvements such as a twitch in my pants if I kiss a girl. I haven't had a morning erection for years and I want everything to return to normal. Does anyone have any advice with what I should do when it comes to interacting with women in sexual situations because I am missing alot of opportunities because I don't want to destroy my ego by not achieving an erection (I'm very self conscious?) Please please please help me I'm in a mess and need it sorted. I would appreciate every reply so much. Cheers guys x