Getting comfortable with day to day

It has been over a year for us since D-day and the hubs has been porn free for over a year too. I am finally starting to feel comfortable with day to day. For a while, I noticed that when I started to let my guard down it would scare me. Like I would be waiting for the other shoe to drop. Now I am ok with being ok. That feels good. Any other partners out there go through that same process? What was that like for you?

I think we all go through this.  Its almost like can I trust "normal".  Or I would thnk what if this all sneaks up on me again?  Very weird ambiguous feeling.  6 years later it still pops in every once in a wile.  But it gets better. 

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Yes, I was noticing how quiet it has been, lol. Thanks, Gracie. I have been noticing what I would consider good progress for me in that I am becoming more and more comfortable with this feeling of being ok. It is nice. I feel like my husband and I are on the same team again and we are just working through our own crap but we are supporting each other. I can see that we have come a long way. Still, a ways to go but it's nice to appreciate the progress.