Cialis, greatest thing ever. I get mine on iron-dragon.com. 30 bucks for 30 servings, it's liquid (vardenafil). Works amazingly for me and lasts like a full day, so if you have sex at night, you wake up with a louisville slugger between your legs, haha.
I'm not even a week into my reboot but I have my secret weapon now to keep my wiener alive until I'm back to normal. I'm also a user of anabolic steroids so hopefully that will blow my libido up quicker. I've heard it speeds up the process (no I'm not using AAS for this, I compete in high level strength sports). I met a girl in Osaka 6 weeks ago and took a while but she blew me enough to get my dick hard, so I could have sex ok. Couldn't orgasm (haven't orgasmed inside a girl for over 10 years... need my hand to get off) but I did her hard, lasted a while, she got hers so all was good. I just had to lay back and really relax and then boom, boner. Shouldn't take that much effort though, ridiculous.
Part of this is mental too, I go to massage parlors a lot and I've never had erection problems there (only once with this younger girl who was being a bitch, I wasn't into it at all). I get full wood and I always orgasm. When it comes to sex, however, my head is fucked up so all the porn I've watched plus all the mental stuff, I'm so fucked up.
Didn't have any cialis left when she came to my place for the weekend after that, dick was WORTHLESS. Like zero. Horrific, one of the worst things ever. Fine FINE Japanese girl with my dick in her mouth and not even hard enough to penetrate. Felt awesome but I couldn't get an erection. I got terrible blue balls later too, had to jerk off in the bathroom (100% limp dick when I jerked off to O. wtf.... I felt like cutting it off I was so disappointed). She gets on top of my and it's a complete limp noodle. I wanted to kill myself. I turned her over and used other ways to blow her V up so she got hers, but damn...
At home I can play with it for a few minutes and it's hard as hell pointing to the skies, and I'm like WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU? JUDAS!!