happysad
Active Member
Hello everyone,
So I relapsed again watching animated porn. Jesus it's like a whole new addiction. After glorious quitting of the regular porn (took me a year) I got hooked on this 3d animated stuff that feels so harmless it lures you in in the weirdest of ways.
So after quitting live action porn (I do not watch it anymore) I'm going to destroy this motherfucker of a habit. The problem is I relapse every couple of weeks and I'm afraid I turned into a regular relapser.
This is why I'm going to post here every day from now on. My goal is to build a 50 days streak and move from there.
DAY 0
Just relapsed after a week of freedom. I feel like someone hit me in the head with a hammer.
Triggers? Curiosity. I was lying awake in bed last night and started wondering is my cancelling of subscription on one animated porn site already through? So I checked. It wasn't yet, and I started browsing and then the next day I couldn't get this shit from my head and WHAM. PMO..
I'm gonna go to bed in a couple of hours. I feel frustrated with myself. So fucking pissed. And at the same time it's like "whatever".
I'm going to write everyday. This is my last resort.
good luck everyone.
So I relapsed again watching animated porn. Jesus it's like a whole new addiction. After glorious quitting of the regular porn (took me a year) I got hooked on this 3d animated stuff that feels so harmless it lures you in in the weirdest of ways.
So after quitting live action porn (I do not watch it anymore) I'm going to destroy this motherfucker of a habit. The problem is I relapse every couple of weeks and I'm afraid I turned into a regular relapser.
This is why I'm going to post here every day from now on. My goal is to build a 50 days streak and move from there.
DAY 0
Just relapsed after a week of freedom. I feel like someone hit me in the head with a hammer.
Triggers? Curiosity. I was lying awake in bed last night and started wondering is my cancelling of subscription on one animated porn site already through? So I checked. It wasn't yet, and I started browsing and then the next day I couldn't get this shit from my head and WHAM. PMO..
I'm gonna go to bed in a couple of hours. I feel frustrated with myself. So fucking pissed. And at the same time it's like "whatever".
I'm going to write everyday. This is my last resort.
good luck everyone.