Good morning!
I had started a journal back in 2017, and posted it here:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=13993
Why am i weak? Because, in more than 1 yeah, i have PMO'ed 386 times in 567 days!
I know i have PIED, and i know that watching Porn is bad, but i keep going back to it.
I have a GF now, and that is the main motivation for me to not use Porn again. Because I dont want to be ashamed when I dont perform with her. Me, alone, cant beat this addiction. It's like I dont care if I am sick or not!
Each time I PMO'ed I wrote it down, and felt guilty. But that didnt stopped me from doing it again, and again, and again.
Here is my control sheet, and maybe you guys can look at all the red days and feel ashamed too...
I am writing this so that i can share it down with the community instead of trying to do it alone again.
I blocked Porn from my router (again), and I am using ciallys when i am with my GF. I manage to get erection and perform, but I cant Orgasm from her. She's a bit unhappy because she thinks I dont have pleasure, but so far i've been able to tell her i've been trying to pleasure her more than thinking about myself and that's it.
Hope I can come back with more success next time, reseted the counters yet again.
I had started a journal back in 2017, and posted it here:
http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=13993
Why am i weak? Because, in more than 1 yeah, i have PMO'ed 386 times in 567 days!
I know i have PIED, and i know that watching Porn is bad, but i keep going back to it.
I have a GF now, and that is the main motivation for me to not use Porn again. Because I dont want to be ashamed when I dont perform with her. Me, alone, cant beat this addiction. It's like I dont care if I am sick or not!
Each time I PMO'ed I wrote it down, and felt guilty. But that didnt stopped me from doing it again, and again, and again.
Here is my control sheet, and maybe you guys can look at all the red days and feel ashamed too...
I am writing this so that i can share it down with the community instead of trying to do it alone again.
I blocked Porn from my router (again), and I am using ciallys when i am with my GF. I manage to get erection and perform, but I cant Orgasm from her. She's a bit unhappy because she thinks I dont have pleasure, but so far i've been able to tell her i've been trying to pleasure her more than thinking about myself and that's it.
Hope I can come back with more success next time, reseted the counters yet again.
