Hi guys.
I had a few encounters with a new gf that ended in ED. I though it was due to anxiousness or other factors (like the stories we all read here). I would get hard (70% or so), and after a few minutes, (or instantly after using condom) i got limp.
I tried cialis after a while into the relationship and it worked and i managed to get a erection at around 70% for a few times during a weekend, but never O'ed.
And i thought... I am no longer anxious. This amazing woman is so sexy and is trying everything to get me to O and i just cant. So i though "Not again, oh shit oh shit" and got limp.
So i am in a 2/3 week business trip and i thought: "I have to get more horny for my girl", so i PM and edged a few times in hope to get extra horny for her, and that was last week. I thought that edging would pump me up for the real deal.
After i read a few more posts and all i got the great conclusion:
"It's all wrong and i am a PORN ADDICT!"
I HAVE been consuming high speed internet porn for several years and got lots of PMO's, sometimes several times a day. I work alone at home and with a computer... So it all checks out!!
So i am trying to get rid of the addiction, and this is my 5th day without PM and 7th or 8th day without PMO. i edged for 2 or 3 days there.
I made a paper with squares to get to help me, and i am going to be back with my girl on the 8th day without PM. We will for sure try to have sex that day, although it may not happen before she has to go to work, so i can add another day before trying anything, maybe.
I had morning wood already maybe on the 2nd or 3rd day, but no more. And i am doing the kegel exercises and a light massage / touch without M or death-grip.
Here is the paper! After i finish this 5th day i will fill another square:
and i hope i can fill all this up!
I am using this post as a journal to help other and myself. I am a lurker for a few days and i realized it would be better to actually write it down!
I had a few encounters with a new gf that ended in ED. I though it was due to anxiousness or other factors (like the stories we all read here). I would get hard (70% or so), and after a few minutes, (or instantly after using condom) i got limp.
I tried cialis after a while into the relationship and it worked and i managed to get a erection at around 70% for a few times during a weekend, but never O'ed.
And i thought... I am no longer anxious. This amazing woman is so sexy and is trying everything to get me to O and i just cant. So i though "Not again, oh shit oh shit" and got limp.
So i am in a 2/3 week business trip and i thought: "I have to get more horny for my girl", so i PM and edged a few times in hope to get extra horny for her, and that was last week. I thought that edging would pump me up for the real deal.
After i read a few more posts and all i got the great conclusion:
"It's all wrong and i am a PORN ADDICT!"
I HAVE been consuming high speed internet porn for several years and got lots of PMO's, sometimes several times a day. I work alone at home and with a computer... So it all checks out!!
So i am trying to get rid of the addiction, and this is my 5th day without PM and 7th or 8th day without PMO. i edged for 2 or 3 days there.
I made a paper with squares to get to help me, and i am going to be back with my girl on the 8th day without PM. We will for sure try to have sex that day, although it may not happen before she has to go to work, so i can add another day before trying anything, maybe.
I had morning wood already maybe on the 2nd or 3rd day, but no more. And i am doing the kegel exercises and a light massage / touch without M or death-grip.
Here is the paper! After i finish this 5th day i will fill another square:
and i hope i can fill all this up!
I am using this post as a journal to help other and myself. I am a lurker for a few days and i realized it would be better to actually write it down!