My wife revealed to me that she is pregnant with our first child. It hasn't really sunk in yet and am experiencing the initial taste of excitement and apprehension but know I must chill out and go slow with digesting our news.
This comes on the back of a relapse and 16/17 years of m*ing to porn. I am done. I have known for a very long time that time is of the essence and despite my best intentions the cycle has carried out. This is the biggest wake up call of my life. It is now or never as I want to protect my wife from knowing anything about my addictive behaviour.
I choose health, vitality and freedom. I choose to empower myself and be careful with my thoughts as it leads to actions. I must guard my eyes and make sure that each and every day I consciously choose to do so, with a game plan I will be ready and prepared for the snares of pornography to entice me and rob me of my health and happiness. I will no longer allow myself to be beaten, not even once.
I COMMIT TO RECOVERY AND HEALING FOR THE SAKE OF MY WIFE AND OUR UNBORN CHILD. THIS IS MY REASON FOR LIVING.
This comes on the back of a relapse and 16/17 years of m*ing to porn. I am done. I have known for a very long time that time is of the essence and despite my best intentions the cycle has carried out. This is the biggest wake up call of my life. It is now or never as I want to protect my wife from knowing anything about my addictive behaviour.
I choose health, vitality and freedom. I choose to empower myself and be careful with my thoughts as it leads to actions. I must guard my eyes and make sure that each and every day I consciously choose to do so, with a game plan I will be ready and prepared for the snares of pornography to entice me and rob me of my health and happiness. I will no longer allow myself to be beaten, not even once.
I COMMIT TO RECOVERY AND HEALING FOR THE SAKE OF MY WIFE AND OUR UNBORN CHILD. THIS IS MY REASON FOR LIVING.