pornoholic52
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I'm really looking for some encouragement. I recently relapsed after 9 months without porn. I was feeling better, feeling free, and life was looking up. I got into a relationship with a nice girl, and that's where the trouble began. I don't blame her. I've just watched so much porn in my life that it's difficult for me to not feel like women want more than what I have to offer when I'm in a relationship. She has never been anything but encouraging, but I let my insecurities serve as justifications to go back to porn--the one place I never feel any performance anxiety or self-consciousness, because I can always hide in isolation. This precipitated the return of craving for the drug, and now I can't stop for more than a couple of days. My temper is shorter. I feel blocked from my spiritual values. I need some help.