I am a porn addict. When I was about 12 years old I was introduced to my first porn video and it has just continued to point where I want to have intercourse with escorts and erotic massages and am actively seeking out escorts. In the past I have had erotic massages and am trying desperately to fight the desire to have a hard core massage.
Questions, sometimes these erotic fantasies come into my mind, like how great would it be to have intercourse with 3 or 4 high class escorts at the same time, what can I do to suppress these awful thoughts? Also during times like these my hands grasp my genitals and pull on them a bit but I force myself to come back and not ejaculate. Is this a good step forward or should my hand be completely away from my genitals at all times.
Please help me, I am losing control of my life. I will buy the book - your brain on porn.
Questions, sometimes these erotic fantasies come into my mind, like how great would it be to have intercourse with 3 or 4 high class escorts at the same time, what can I do to suppress these awful thoughts? Also during times like these my hands grasp my genitals and pull on them a bit but I force myself to come back and not ejaculate. Is this a good step forward or should my hand be completely away from my genitals at all times.
Please help me, I am losing control of my life. I will buy the book - your brain on porn.