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So something weird happened to me today and I'm pretty confused. I wrote about it in my journal but I'm going to bring it up here because I need some advice on it. I was looking at memes and I got triggered. As usual, I ended up thinking about the (POSSIBLE TRIGGER AHEAD) physical sensations of sex like what usually happens. I'm on week 2 of hard mode and so far I've had good luck just treating it like a thought when you are meditating. I just acknowledge it and let it go. Until now, it's been fine but this time the arousal kept building and had a hands-free O. I find this both hilarious (I relate to that Lonely Island song on a whole new level now) but also very confusing. That's never happened to me before. I guess I'll consider that a reset? Would that be something to reset over? I feel like this might be a new one for the reboot community but has anybody heard of that happening?
The chaser effect is messing with me a little bit but I fully intend on continuing with my efforts of hard mode. I'm just bewildered as hell.
The chaser effect is messing with me a little bit but I fully intend on continuing with my efforts of hard mode. I'm just bewildered as hell.