arahant
Active Member
Hi everyone.
I'm 31. First contact with porn for me was at age 11, more or less. Porn magazines. Then when the internet came everything got worse.
I started reboot today, because my addiction has gotten really worse in the last months, so I need to find a way out of it.
My life is suffering from this. I don't feel focused, I have troubles concentrating, I feel disconnected from myself and from real life.
I know I have to tackle the high level of stress I experience in some other ways.
I should really keep a parallel counter for meditation sessions completed, I have the feeling that that would help me a lot, if only I could manage to meditate every morning.
In the past I have stayed more than 5 years in a row away from porn, so I am confident I will be able to make it and feel a clean person again.
I really want to.
Now it's probably 6 years since I've plunged back in it and I can take no more of it. Not one single day.
I hope this forum will help me.
Thanks a lot for reading this.
Cheers.
I'm 31. First contact with porn for me was at age 11, more or less. Porn magazines. Then when the internet came everything got worse.
I started reboot today, because my addiction has gotten really worse in the last months, so I need to find a way out of it.
My life is suffering from this. I don't feel focused, I have troubles concentrating, I feel disconnected from myself and from real life.
I know I have to tackle the high level of stress I experience in some other ways.
I should really keep a parallel counter for meditation sessions completed, I have the feeling that that would help me a lot, if only I could manage to meditate every morning.
In the past I have stayed more than 5 years in a row away from porn, so I am confident I will be able to make it and feel a clean person again.
I really want to.
Now it's probably 6 years since I've plunged back in it and I can take no more of it. Not one single day.
I hope this forum will help me.
Thanks a lot for reading this.
Cheers.