Hi everyone.
My name is Colin, and about 3 years ago I realized that I was struggling with Porn Indued ED
I am currently 18 years old.
I have been watching porn since I was about 12 years old. And jerking off way before i was able to actually cum. I rember when I had my first girlfriend as like a freshman in HS and we were making out, and i got a really nice stiffy, but something stopped after that, that is when i can identify where my problem started
When I was 15 I began to become sexually active. I had an older girlfriend at the time. And I noticed that I could not perform with a condom.
I thought at the time it was just nerves, but after diving into the internet, I quickly figured out my issue. I have been mostly porn free for the past 2 years. I do relapse occationally, and I thought that i was getting better as of a few months ago. But this new years came, and I found myself at a party getting sexual with a girl, and wile making out, I had no movement downstairs. It really threw me because I had just rebooted, about a month of no masturbating, and I slowly started doing it again. But then it got to the point where I was doing it daily again. It was with no porn, but after that party i quicky realized that I needed a long reboot.
So right now, my goal is to go 3 months with no masturbation. I want to really see if I can go longer. But It really is a struggle. I find myself at night really struggling not to masturbate when I picture some hot fantasy.
Having this ED, makes me much less confident to talk to women, because im very scared I will not be able to perform. So I am doing this long reboot.
Ill keep posting here, I want to have no reason to relapse.
As of now, I am a week strong, with no masturbation whatsoever.
This is one of many reboots i have done, but I am making this my last one, I am sure that I will be succesfull this time around
Relapse >>> Jan 18th
My name is Colin, and about 3 years ago I realized that I was struggling with Porn Indued ED
I am currently 18 years old.
I have been watching porn since I was about 12 years old. And jerking off way before i was able to actually cum. I rember when I had my first girlfriend as like a freshman in HS and we were making out, and i got a really nice stiffy, but something stopped after that, that is when i can identify where my problem started
When I was 15 I began to become sexually active. I had an older girlfriend at the time. And I noticed that I could not perform with a condom.
I thought at the time it was just nerves, but after diving into the internet, I quickly figured out my issue. I have been mostly porn free for the past 2 years. I do relapse occationally, and I thought that i was getting better as of a few months ago. But this new years came, and I found myself at a party getting sexual with a girl, and wile making out, I had no movement downstairs. It really threw me because I had just rebooted, about a month of no masturbating, and I slowly started doing it again. But then it got to the point where I was doing it daily again. It was with no porn, but after that party i quicky realized that I needed a long reboot.
So right now, my goal is to go 3 months with no masturbation. I want to really see if I can go longer. But It really is a struggle. I find myself at night really struggling not to masturbate when I picture some hot fantasy.
Having this ED, makes me much less confident to talk to women, because im very scared I will not be able to perform. So I am doing this long reboot.
Ill keep posting here, I want to have no reason to relapse.
As of now, I am a week strong, with no masturbation whatsoever.
This is one of many reboots i have done, but I am making this my last one, I am sure that I will be succesfull this time around
Relapse >>> Jan 18th
