PORN DESTROYED MY ERECTION AND SEXUAL DESIRES

Karenius69

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HELLO FELLAS, :-[

I am 17 years old boy from a well educated country. I do sports a lot, pretty handsome and smart also. So I would get laid absolutely. BUT porn made my life so much harder. I had a girlfriend from age 15.5-16.5 and she blowed me jerked me but we never had sex. WHY? Because of Porn. I just could not get me hard when an attempt to have real sex. It was so fucking frustrating.

I have jerked from maybe 12 years old and always with porn. And when porn was not enough, I watched hardcore porn then. My maximum is 9 times a day so I Think all of u will understand that I am totally hooked on porn. I have always after that jerked like 7-14 times a week and so on. After we broke up with my ex I found this site and started also to investigate my problem more. Then I found this site last March and made an account. I read a couple of stories and understood something. I made my first porn-diet and I made it up to 80 days but I collapsed then. Then again 40 days but couldn't keep going. Now I have been watching porn again for 5 months BUT NOW IS THE TIME CHANGE MY LIFE. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.  :mad:

I want to be able to feel real love and the gentle touche of women and get myself hard when trying to do the actual act. I have PIED and I understand that. I have started to possible like one girl, but my hands are tied. What can I do? I cant fuck her and I don't have the balls to tell her about my problem. :-X

I started porn-diet on 25.11.2017 and the last time I jerked me off to cum was on 26.11.2017. These are the two most meaningly full dates in my life. And I am not here to fail, please give me support couze this is my last chance to make my life normal. ;D

PORN-DATE                              ----> Clean for 6 days
NOT CUMMING BY JERKING OFF ---->  Clean for 5 days
NO FAP                                    ----> 0 days staring now


Wich me luck, I will post constantly.
 

Karenius69

New Member
I am Doing great  ;) ;) ;)

PORN-DATE                              ----> Clean for 8 days
NOT CUMMING BY JERKING OFF ---->  Clean for 7 days
NO FAP                                    ----> 3 days staring now
 

Karenius69

New Member
PORN-DATE                              ----> Clean for 29 days
NOT CUMMING BY JERKING OFF ---->  Clean for 2 days
NO FAP                                    ---->  Clean for 2 days


I fapped but not to porn. So not so bad thing.
Thinking of getting VIAGRA. Then my cock would stay hard and after couple of succesful sex times I would stop using it? Thoughts?
 
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