I watched porn almost every day for 2 years. I started watching porn when I was around 14 and by the time I got to 16 I realised things weren?t quite right. I realised that my urge to chat to real life girls had gone down and my libido for real life girls had dramatically decline too. For this reason I decided to quit. I thought I was just shy at the time but looking back I think it was social anxiety. For the 3 years after I quit porn my confidence began to decrease along with my social anxiety. I was loving life. I was excelling at school and football. I was going out clubbing a lot. Kissing girls and my horniness was completely back and I had a desire to connect with everyone. Due to the regained confidence. I Got a girlfriend. I thought I was recovered and there was nothing more to it. When we met up, we would have sex 5 times in a day and when we started the new university together things started to get worse. We would have sex multiple times in one day which put me in a flatline for the rest of the week which caused me ED and I even had to force orgasms sometimes. 10 months this consistent stupid hyper-sexual behaviour has put me into a state where my social anxiety has come piling back, I feel depressed and my libido has gone down again however if I wanted to I could still have sex. The weird thing is if I have one orgasm, I get a chaser effect of increased horniness and my brain keeps wanting more and more stimulation. One time I had 2 orgasms in one night and it was like my body was on a high, my anxiety and depression completely disappeared however, after a couple days, my body compeletely crashed into negative feelings again. During the past 2 years I have also relapsed a few times which may have had an effect too however, the last time I relapsed was about a year ago and I have not looked at porn since.
