Jimbo
Active Member
My story is similar to most on here. My name is Jim. I'm 41 and have not been very successful in relationships. Was married for 8 years and that ended 3 years ago. Had a few girlfriends since and recently got dumped by someone I truly care for. Basically due to a lack of intimacy connected to ED issues. Why is this happening to me? I was just chalking it up to being older and this is just the the way life is. Starting to believe that all guys my age are having the same problem and I guess little blue pills are the answer. Then surfing the web I come across articles on porn addiction. Porn addiction? What kind of loser is addicted to porn? Me, that's who. As I read the article I realize all the symptoms describe me and my issues to a T. Then watching some of Gabe's videos I realize that this is great news! I'm addicted to porn! I can be cured! This will be fixed! There are support groups for this? Even better! Just finding this out has changed my attitude 180 degrees! Now the road to recovery begins. Trying to cure a routine habit of 15-20 years is not going to be easy. Been 2 days without pmo (not exactly sure what this stands for yet) and so far I'm feeling inspired and hopeful. Not looking forward to the withdrawal but knowing there is an end to this sexual Hell is so relieving.
This is a journal of my progress. I'm happy to be here and any advice or support is welcomed. Thank you in advance.
This is a journal of my progress. I'm happy to be here and any advice or support is welcomed. Thank you in advance.