FixingMyPenis
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Captain's log: Sunday, May 22nd, 2016
Hi, I'm gonna keep my story brief; this journal is mostly going to be for my own discipline, but if it helps someone else that's great. I'm a 27 year old male and I discovered online porn at age 11. I didn't have my first sexual experience (blowjobs) with a girl until I was 19 and I had difficulty getting to orgasm with her. Later on at 20 I had sex for the first time and everything seemed to work ok. After that it was about 3 years until I had another chance to have sex, and in that time I started to use porn tube type websites. Then when i was 23 I met another girl who wanted to hook up and my penis did not work AT ALL. Naturally, this was alarming to me and led to my discovery of the NoFap subreddit. I experimented with NoFap for awhile and ended up doing a streak of 60+ days and went porn free for a couple months. Over the next 3 years I was on and off of Nofap/Pornfree streaks and just recently I had a couple really good sexual experiences with a girl I work with, but I felt like my body is still not 100% responding the way I want, as in not quite as hard as I get when I see porn. That fling with the girl from work is over now and I want to get serious about living pornfree and limiting my masturbation again. I'm having a little trouble getting back on the wagon so I'm going to start daily journal entries to help myself get it together. Before I end this post I want to give some advice to people who may be just starting their journey. DO NOT BE TOO HARD ON YOURSELF. I went from complete PIED to erections that can penetrate in the space of a few years through cutting down and limiting my porn use/masturbation, I know being 100% clean is better, and I'm working on that but I also know that becoming neurotic and anxious about masturbation/porn is going to kill your sex drive just as fast as anything else. Be disciplined but do not let anxiety fuck with your head. Anxiety has killed more human erections than porn ever will, it's got a head start of about 200,00 years. That being said; never forget that you will never be your best sexual self unless you remove porn from your life 100%. That'll do it for today, stay disciplined.
Hi, I'm gonna keep my story brief; this journal is mostly going to be for my own discipline, but if it helps someone else that's great. I'm a 27 year old male and I discovered online porn at age 11. I didn't have my first sexual experience (blowjobs) with a girl until I was 19 and I had difficulty getting to orgasm with her. Later on at 20 I had sex for the first time and everything seemed to work ok. After that it was about 3 years until I had another chance to have sex, and in that time I started to use porn tube type websites. Then when i was 23 I met another girl who wanted to hook up and my penis did not work AT ALL. Naturally, this was alarming to me and led to my discovery of the NoFap subreddit. I experimented with NoFap for awhile and ended up doing a streak of 60+ days and went porn free for a couple months. Over the next 3 years I was on and off of Nofap/Pornfree streaks and just recently I had a couple really good sexual experiences with a girl I work with, but I felt like my body is still not 100% responding the way I want, as in not quite as hard as I get when I see porn. That fling with the girl from work is over now and I want to get serious about living pornfree and limiting my masturbation again. I'm having a little trouble getting back on the wagon so I'm going to start daily journal entries to help myself get it together. Before I end this post I want to give some advice to people who may be just starting their journey. DO NOT BE TOO HARD ON YOURSELF. I went from complete PIED to erections that can penetrate in the space of a few years through cutting down and limiting my porn use/masturbation, I know being 100% clean is better, and I'm working on that but I also know that becoming neurotic and anxious about masturbation/porn is going to kill your sex drive just as fast as anything else. Be disciplined but do not let anxiety fuck with your head. Anxiety has killed more human erections than porn ever will, it's got a head start of about 200,00 years. That being said; never forget that you will never be your best sexual self unless you remove porn from your life 100%. That'll do it for today, stay disciplined.