safa61947
Member
I am rebooting from PMO for productivity reasons. I'm doing it for myself. I am 31 and much of my life, energy and time is already in the waste because of my addiction. I don't regret it, I enjoyed every second of it, this was a valuable experience to show me that this is not what I want from my life. Like John Petrucci says:
Sometimes you've got to be wrong, and learn the hard way.
I am facing real loneliness here. Today is Saturday, and I will talk to no human. My next human interaction will be Monday morning, at work. I'm a single man living on my own.
I want to accomplish something big in life, even though at the moment I don't know what is this "it", that I strive to accomplish. I felt suicidal in the past. With heavy PMO I felt even more suicidal.
I think if I had a girlfriend I would have to brake up with her immediately because I'm too problematic and ruining one's own life is already enough damage. I don't want to involve someone in this.
TL; DR: Do you think I can reboot for the sake of it, and not to have meaningless sex; for I don't want to get married?
Sometimes you've got to be wrong, and learn the hard way.
I am facing real loneliness here. Today is Saturday, and I will talk to no human. My next human interaction will be Monday morning, at work. I'm a single man living on my own.
I want to accomplish something big in life, even though at the moment I don't know what is this "it", that I strive to accomplish. I felt suicidal in the past. With heavy PMO I felt even more suicidal.
I think if I had a girlfriend I would have to brake up with her immediately because I'm too problematic and ruining one's own life is already enough damage. I don't want to involve someone in this.
TL; DR: Do you think I can reboot for the sake of it, and not to have meaningless sex; for I don't want to get married?