Never realized how much I've been damaged!

Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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After 13 days porn free, I have been limp down there with absolutely no activity whatsoever. No morning woods, no spontaneous erections at all. This is my second (and hopefully last) major[more than 7 days] reboot attempt. I'm thinking all those years of PMO has made me dependent on my computer screen for all sexual stimulation! This is really sad and pathetic. During my last reboot, I got MW's and wet dreams. I can't wait to get either one again, so that I at least know my body hasn't given up on me. :-\
 
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I have to agree!
Remember the time we used to look at a pretty girl walking outside or at school and get an erection? It's been so long, it's hard to even remember the last time that happened. Now I whenever I see a pretty girl I think: "She's hot.", then move on, with no erection at all. Honestly, it kinda feels like I'm a zombie.
 
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Reboot will really cure this. Once l had this reboot streak by accident say about 30 days no PMO or MO because l was on vacation with my parents. Than when l would look at a hot girl l would think about how l would fuck her and some times got hard, most importantly l had more.motivation  to talk to them. Eventually l had to beat off, just without any thoughts, in the toilrt that vavation couldnt  handle it anymore haha! Good luck guys
 
Fappy

Fappy

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Its really debilitating isnt it. But you know the cure so stick with it!
I was the same. Id see an attractive woman and think, "wow shes attractive". But my shrivelled little worm wouldnt move no matter how erotic i felt. So i took a ten minute break from work, took my iphone into the toilet and furiously wanked. Id go back into work with a face all red and flushed from masturbating. Coworkers would comment and id just look away.
No more of that!
 
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Rival 2015 said:
After 13 days porn free, I have been limp down there with absolutely no activity whatsoever. No morning woods, no spontaneous erections at all. This is my second (and hopefully last) major[more than 7 days] reboot attempt. I'm thinking all those years of PMO has made me dependent on my computer screen for all sexual stimulation! This is really sad and pathetic. During my last reboot, I got MW's and wet dreams. I can't wait to get either one again, so that I at least know my body hasn't given up on me. :-\
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Yeah, it funny how for so many of us the damage isn't apparent until we have quit and get rolling with our recovery... only then does it really show!

Don't let it get you down, though. Keep going friend!
 
Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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MarcusSecret said:
Reboot will really cure this. Once l had this reboot streak by accident say about 30 days no PMO or MO because l was on vacation with my parents. Than when l would look at a hot girl l would think about how l would fuck her and some times got hard, most importantly l had more.motivation  to talk to them. Eventually l had to beat off, just without any thoughts, in the toilrt that vavation couldnt  handle it anymore haha! Good luck guys
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I am a college student at a top University where I've seen some of the most beautiful girls in America! I just look at them or sit on the bus with them and feel like crap because deep down I knew if I had the chance to be with one of them sexually, nothing would happen anyway. Thats a terrible feeling!  :-[
 
Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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Fresh said:
I have to agree!
Remember the time we used to look at a pretty girl walking outside or at school and get an erection? It's been so long, it's hard to even remember the last time that happened. Now I whenever I see a pretty girl I think: "She's hot.", then move on, with no erection at all. Honestly, it kinda feels like I'm a zombie.
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I do! That was such a long time ago...probably in highschool! It's hard to believe that porn can cause so much damage! The more I think about how much I've been screwed up by porn, the more stronger my resolve never to go back to it!
 
Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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Fappy said:
Its really debilitating isnt it. But you know the cure so stick with it!
I was the same. Id see an attractive woman and think, "wow shes attractive". But my shrivelled little worm wouldnt move no matter how erotic i felt. So i took a ten minute break from work, took my iphone into the toilet and furiously wanked. Id go back into work with a face all red and flushed from masturbating. Coworkers would comment and id just look away.
No more of that!
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Yes it is! I remember in grade school when I used to crush on girls all the time, and go home and fap to fantasies of being with them sexually. My brain was so innocent back then. Now I can't even get slight erections from fantasies.
 
Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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fugu said:
Rival 2015 said:
After 13 days porn free, I have been limp down there with absolutely no activity whatsoever. No morning woods, no spontaneous erections at all. This is my second (and hopefully last) major[more than 7 days] reboot attempt. I'm thinking all those years of PMO has made me dependent on my computer screen for all sexual stimulation! This is really sad and pathetic. During my last reboot, I got MW's and wet dreams. I can't wait to get either one again, so that I at least know my body hasn't given up on me. :-\
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Yeah, it funny how for so many of us the damage isn't apparent until we have quit and get rolling with our recovery... only then does it really show!

Don't let it get you down, though. Keep going friend!
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I have no other choice my friend! Quit this crap or live and die this way. I'm quitting!
 
Fappy

Fappy

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Word.
That inevitable look of disappointment and confusion when she sees that floppy weener between your legs that wont move. Your desperately trying to jerk it up to hardness but nothings happening. She sighs, folds her arms, you apologise then she puts her clothes back on. And you just know that if it were porn you could get up easily with a few faps.
Porn is poison!
 
Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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I don't know how long it will take me to recover from my addiction, but I'm hoping its no more than 6 months. I know it could take longer, but I would hate to have to suffer the uncertainties for longer than that.  :'(
 
qrayzHD

qrayzHD

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The time scale can be intimidating but the benefits you gain along the way should help motivate you to push on, i can't imagine for a second viewing porn, i have so much to lose.
 
Rival 2015

Rival 2015

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And I can't wait till I get to that point! I definitly wont give in to watching that garbage again! I just wish that I could magically reap all the benifits in a short time,  which I know is very unrealistic.  :-[ Oh well, the fight continues!
 
Fappy

Fappy

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The benefits from not watching porn can be seen everyday! No instant recovery, sure, as porn addicts we want that instant result. But if you dont watch porn today, tomorrow will be a better day.

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