BG_Dude_1981
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Hello Fellows. I decided to write here about my problem. I need your advices and opinions. I am from Bulgaria and here watching porn and masturbating all the time is not considered as problem. Even some popular Bulgarian sexologists have never heard about PIED.
I have been suffering Porno addiction many years. The porn became compulsion when I decided to cut the best scenes from the videos. It happened in 2009. In same time my sex life then went very bad. Only ED, PE and sometimes both of them. That is why in the end of 2009 I deiced to quit sex and to be dedicated only to porn. During 2009 I did not make any connection between to much compulsively porn using and sex failures.
In the beginning of the summer of 2015 I met great girl. We tried to have sex, but nothing happened. My penis did not move. However if I watch her pictures in swimsuit I can get an erection for one or two minutes. We tried several times, but nothing happened. After that our relationships ended.
I went to doctor, Endocrinologist. He let me to pass some blood tests and X-ray picture of my penis. After he saw the results, he told me: "Dude you are supposed to be a sex machine. Throw your computer from the window, forget about the porno and go for sex with real women. Even prostitutes are better choice than the watching porn."
Two weeks after that I visited a prostitute. Before that I took Viagra /10mg/, Levitra /20mg/ and Zytax /3 pils/.
I told her my story. I succeeded to get an erection. But I could not keep that more than a couple of minutes.
My penis was getting hard enough to penetrate inside her. However after approximately a minute it was down and mushy. It was needed to go from scratch with oral love in order to go boner and to get in her. And it was really frustrating circle for both of us. Finally she told me: "Dude, your tool is totally out of order. You are on really hard stimulants and your penis goes mushy. You need to stop watching porn. Otherwise you will be completely impotent.'' She offered to me a recovery plan. She proposed great discount /50%/ if I pay in advance for two months. For this time no porn, no masturbating. Only sex with her two times per week.
In the same time I was able to get an erection stimulated by porn or even by myself in dark or light in the bathroom. In case there is no girl with me, my erection is not problematic.
After that I read many articles, forum posts and I downloaded all the videos from Youtube about PIED. I visited the greatest Bulgarian sexologist prof. Stanka Markova. She is really aware on PIED.
According to her and to other sources the first thing man with PIED should do is to stay sober from porn and masturbating for 3 or 4 months. After that is time of the second phase. Find a good girl or go to prostitute. Force the brain and body to accept a woman as a object for arousing, but not the hand. The brain should be reset and re-configured. It needs some time for adaptation. You should not give up if you fail in the beginning.
This is really big challenge for me. I was watching porn and masturbating once per two days in average. In last months after I realized that porn destroyed my sex /and not only/ life I decreased it to once per 4 days in average.
However I took this challenge. I stayed sober for 1 month and 10 days /40 days/. On 41 day I failed and relapsed.. After that failing I was continuing stay sober for two weeks more. Sometimes I had morning wood. Sometimes my penis went boner. Finally I decided to move to second phase earlier. I found a prostitute who offering only oral sex for 15 minutes on price of 10 euro. Really good offer. I visited that girl. She was beautiful and smart. Before we go I explained to her about my PIED problem. She told me: "Dude for many guys the real sex is disaster. First thing I asking them is how much porn are they watching and if it is possible I let them to stop watching that shit. Do not worry. I know how you are feeling and I know what to do."
Firstly I touched her body. After that she made a short massage to me. And I get boner. My penis succeeded to stay hard and bloody in her hand for 3 minutes. After that she made me a great oral love. My penis was erected and bloody all the time in her hands and mouth. At the end she told me: "Dude if you were here for sex your penis could stay mushy inside of me again just like previous time. You are not close to full recovering, but what happened today is a good sign that the things are going in the right direction for you. Quit porn and stop masturbating. Come again to me. I know how to treat your problem."
After that I stayed sober for two weeks more. Last week I bought an artificial vagina. On my TV /42 inches/ I played movie with naked girls. I simulated missionary pose with it on my bad, watching the TV. It worked. I had good and continuously erection. It was good sex with my artificial vagina and the naked girls on TV. After 3 days I decieded to try doggy style. It did not work well. My penis was mushhy and finaly my erection dissapeared at all. I even could not come.
My plan is to stay sober for next weeks or month. After that I am intend to go to prostitutes for real sex and to replase PMO with it.
Guys I am desperate. What do you think about my story? Are the things reverseble and recovereble. Will I be able to make love and sex with real woman again? Are really good signs the facts that: I am able to get an errection stimuleted by porn or by myslef? Is it possible rebooting if you relapse once or twice per week even with real girl?
All your advices and opinions are very welcome and appreciated.
Thank you in advance.
I have been suffering Porno addiction many years. The porn became compulsion when I decided to cut the best scenes from the videos. It happened in 2009. In same time my sex life then went very bad. Only ED, PE and sometimes both of them. That is why in the end of 2009 I deiced to quit sex and to be dedicated only to porn. During 2009 I did not make any connection between to much compulsively porn using and sex failures.
In the beginning of the summer of 2015 I met great girl. We tried to have sex, but nothing happened. My penis did not move. However if I watch her pictures in swimsuit I can get an erection for one or two minutes. We tried several times, but nothing happened. After that our relationships ended.
I went to doctor, Endocrinologist. He let me to pass some blood tests and X-ray picture of my penis. After he saw the results, he told me: "Dude you are supposed to be a sex machine. Throw your computer from the window, forget about the porno and go for sex with real women. Even prostitutes are better choice than the watching porn."
Two weeks after that I visited a prostitute. Before that I took Viagra /10mg/, Levitra /20mg/ and Zytax /3 pils/.
I told her my story. I succeeded to get an erection. But I could not keep that more than a couple of minutes.
My penis was getting hard enough to penetrate inside her. However after approximately a minute it was down and mushy. It was needed to go from scratch with oral love in order to go boner and to get in her. And it was really frustrating circle for both of us. Finally she told me: "Dude, your tool is totally out of order. You are on really hard stimulants and your penis goes mushy. You need to stop watching porn. Otherwise you will be completely impotent.'' She offered to me a recovery plan. She proposed great discount /50%/ if I pay in advance for two months. For this time no porn, no masturbating. Only sex with her two times per week.
In the same time I was able to get an erection stimulated by porn or even by myself in dark or light in the bathroom. In case there is no girl with me, my erection is not problematic.
After that I read many articles, forum posts and I downloaded all the videos from Youtube about PIED. I visited the greatest Bulgarian sexologist prof. Stanka Markova. She is really aware on PIED.
According to her and to other sources the first thing man with PIED should do is to stay sober from porn and masturbating for 3 or 4 months. After that is time of the second phase. Find a good girl or go to prostitute. Force the brain and body to accept a woman as a object for arousing, but not the hand. The brain should be reset and re-configured. It needs some time for adaptation. You should not give up if you fail in the beginning.
This is really big challenge for me. I was watching porn and masturbating once per two days in average. In last months after I realized that porn destroyed my sex /and not only/ life I decreased it to once per 4 days in average.
However I took this challenge. I stayed sober for 1 month and 10 days /40 days/. On 41 day I failed and relapsed.
. After that failing I was continuing stay sober for two weeks more. Sometimes I had morning wood. Sometimes my penis went boner. Finally I decided to move to second phase earlier. I found a prostitute who offering only oral sex for 15 minutes on price of 10 euro. Really good offer. I visited that girl. She was beautiful and smart. Before we go I explained to her about my PIED problem. She told me: "Dude for many guys the real sex is disaster. First thing I asking them is how much porn are they watching and if it is possible I let them to stop watching that shit. Do not worry. I know how you are feeling and I know what to do."Firstly I touched her body. After that she made a short massage to me. And I get boner. My penis succeeded to stay hard and bloody in her hand for 3 minutes. After that she made me a great oral love. My penis was erected and bloody all the time in her hands and mouth. At the end she told me: "Dude if you were here for sex your penis could stay mushy inside of me again just like previous time. You are not close to full recovering, but what happened today is a good sign that the things are going in the right direction for you. Quit porn and stop masturbating. Come again to me. I know how to treat your problem."
After that I stayed sober for two weeks more. Last week I bought an artificial vagina. On my TV /42 inches/ I played movie with naked girls. I simulated missionary pose with it on my bad, watching the TV. It worked. I had good and continuously erection. It was good sex with my artificial vagina and the naked girls on TV. After 3 days I decieded to try doggy style. It did not work well. My penis was mushhy and finaly my erection dissapeared at all. I even could not come.
My plan is to stay sober for next weeks or month. After that I am intend to go to prostitutes for real sex and to replase PMO with it.
Guys I am desperate.
What do you think about my story? Are the things reverseble and recovereble. Will I be able to make love and sex with real woman again? Are really good signs the facts that: I am able to get an errection stimuleted by porn or by myslef? Is it possible rebooting if you relapse once or twice per week even with real girl? All your advices and opinions are very welcome and appreciated.
Thank you in advance.
