Tired Of Myself

Hello guys my name is "Fail" and I'm very new in this forum. Please forgive my English (It's my second language).
I have this problem......

Long Story Short:
I have PIED for almost a year now. Started watching porn from my teen years around 12 years old (I'm now 18). Masturbated a lot and got myself in this situation (I  masturbate and watched porn even if i had PIED. That's how addicted I've become). To tell you the truth, I failed my reboot 15 times already cuz Just a while ago, I browsed on porn and masturbated.

I guess you can say I really screwed myself up big time but I really want to stop and change my ways. Did I happen to do permanent damage to my brain? Will I ever have a chance to rewire it? Will It take longer for me to recover?

Hey there Fail, first of all you haven't done permanent damage to your brain. What rebooting does is it re-wires your brain to the original position of real girls being what's attractive to you instead of pixels on a screen. Its clearly worked for so many others so I'm sure it will work for you as well!

I'd suggest going to your age group on the forum which is here:

http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?board=4.0

Read other people's journals, compare your experience to theirs and then start a journal of your own. Rebooting isn't easy, you say you've failed 15 times already... that does sound like a lot but perhaps you just haven't had the correct tools yet to deal with this addiction. Here's a clip of Reboot Advice from Gabe that I've found extremely helpful!

http://youtu.be/I0dDLWGMhUo?list=UUaEqbNJURD6ChROqueUdNuA

FailBoy10126 said:

Hello guys my name is "Fail" and I'm very new in this forum. Please forgive my English (It's my second language).
I have this problem......

Long Story Short:
I have PIED for almost a year now. Started watching porn from my teen years around 12 years old (I'm now 18). Masturbated a lot and got myself in this situation (I  masturbate and watched porn even if i had PIED. That's how addicted I've become). To tell you the truth, I failed my reboot 15 times already cuz Just a while ago, I browsed on porn and masturbated.

I guess you can say I really screwed myself up big time but I really want to stop and change my ways. Did I happen to do permanent damage to my brain? Will I ever have a chance to rewire it? Will It take longer for me to recover?

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Hey man! I've got excellent news for you - everyone can recover! You're in the right place. Some people's journeys take longer than others, but everyone can eventually achieve normal erections and life balance.

I'll keep it real with you right now though - us young guys who started early on porn typically need a long time to fully recover. When approaching recovery and rebooting, don't expect to be recovered in three weeks or even three months; look at this is a lifestyle change! Get out there man! Start enjoying life, doing new things, finding new experiences. You'll recover from your ED before you know it this way.

This is a great place to check in and stay active during your reboot! Everyone on the forum is really knowledgeable and on a similar quest as you. The best advice I can give for rebooting is to avoid all artificial sexual stimuli for as long as you can. For most people, recovery happens fastest when you're not looking at porn and not orgasming (for a certain period of time). Give your brain some much needed rest from sexual stimulation! If you have a girlfriend or partner (or get one during rebooting) spend lots of time rewiring with her; cuddling, kissing, and just being around her is a great way to speed the reboot up!

FailBoy10126 said:

Hello guys my name is "Fail" and I'm very new in this forum. Please forgive my English (It's my second language).
I have this problem......

Long Story Short:
I have PIED for almost a year now. Started watching porn from my teen years around 12 years old (I'm now 18). Masturbated a lot and got myself in this situation (I  masturbate and watched porn even if i had PIED. That's how addicted I've become). To tell you the truth, I failed my reboot 15 times already cuz Just a while ago, I browsed on porn and masturbated.

I guess you can say I really screwed myself up big time but I really want to stop and change my ways. Did I happen to do permanent damage to my brain? Will I ever have a chance to rewire it? Will It take longer for me to recover?

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You can do it. Build on those previous experiences of trying the reboot. You'll get past it eventually. Stay focused, think positive. Don't give in!