Keep thinking of the time when I get back my sharp brain, full focusing and concentrating ability... Just how much confidence will I get after conquering my desire. How bigger the world would be. How refreshed the world will be. I believe I have the grit. There isn't anything more challenging than fighting myself. Anger, sadness, determination, and the hope for my dreams WILL drive me through this. I can do it. And I WILL do it. I WILL DO IT.