No regrets
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I am 20 years old and I first started watching porn for 3 years ago and then luckily i went to a boarding school for one year and there there was no internet so i could not watch it anymore . The last year my mother took me out of the boarding and i have had access to internet 24/7 which was not the best thing in my life. Fortunately in the past few weeks i have been coping with not using a telephone and using the computers that are in public places for example in libraries. The back lash of this is that- this may sound crazy but yesterday i had relapsed in a library(first time, there was no one there i was hungry and tired at the same time, not the best situation to be in if your an addict) :-[ . For most of the time i use the internet for about 3 hours, where two hours is for recreational use (anime, comedy shows) ;D, one hour for school work
My goal is to reach 9 days without a relapse (for now) this month the longest day without porn and masterbation has been 7 days which was much more better than last months of having a relapse evry other day.
I hope i will be able to contribute to the community 8) ;D
My goal is to reach 9 days without a relapse (for now) this month the longest day without porn and masterbation has been 7 days which was much more better than last months of having a relapse evry other day.
I hope i will be able to contribute to the community 8) ;D