Hello everyone I am over a hear into hardmode I dont keep exact track but I am over 400 days hardmode... none the less that is not my reason for posting. 1 year ago the issue ended up being in my belief a culprit for my marriage to end. After a year of drama and delays I seen what my wife had become. I blame myself partially for it. But i have confined into our close friends and open up about the issue and was assure it was not just me. However I know I still played a part. I regret everything with porn... but seeing the woman I love today in our deposition tell me she cheated on me and had a relationship with someone and kept it a secret and then followed by telling she had recently slept with my daughters t ball coach. I am here to tell everyone just stop. This shit is destroying family's and at the end of it all my ex admitted that she had starting viewing porn. Please for the love of your sanity push this out of your life as I have. Because seeing the woman I love go down this road hurts to the core.