young shinobi
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Greeting to all the reboot nation
Week 2
The BEGINNING
Two week, exactly 14 days =about 348 hours, since I have decided to make a different choice every time I get the chance to.
I have relapsed more than five time after my last post , I was of curse dwelling inside the PMO black hole , from witch no hope , no wise acts and no willing to act escapes it?s trap. Despite the overwhelming feeling of disorientation, and despair , something deep down kept whispering in my head ; ?change?.
So in the 28 November , two weeks ago, I attended a motivational seminar , where I had the courage to stand in front of 800 stranger and speak up about my struggle with PMO . this was the beginning of my desired journey.
7 days later I witnessed a car accident , in witch a friend of mine from work got hit by car , the emotional height of weakness & sorrow was so strong that I knew that I was still alive deep down , and that I owed to my self to do whatever it take to stop feeling weak , vulnerable and helpless .
In order for me to break the cycle of PMO , I need to step into my fairs : ?religion?;? studies?; family? ?work?.; and? my self ?. The five pillars of my life. and the guide line of my decision making.
Week 2
The BEGINNING
Two week, exactly 14 days =about 348 hours, since I have decided to make a different choice every time I get the chance to.
I have relapsed more than five time after my last post , I was of curse dwelling inside the PMO black hole , from witch no hope , no wise acts and no willing to act escapes it?s trap. Despite the overwhelming feeling of disorientation, and despair , something deep down kept whispering in my head ; ?change?.
So in the 28 November , two weeks ago, I attended a motivational seminar , where I had the courage to stand in front of 800 stranger and speak up about my struggle with PMO . this was the beginning of my desired journey.
7 days later I witnessed a car accident , in witch a friend of mine from work got hit by car , the emotional height of weakness & sorrow was so strong that I knew that I was still alive deep down , and that I owed to my self to do whatever it take to stop feeling weak , vulnerable and helpless .
In order for me to break the cycle of PMO , I need to step into my fairs : ?religion?;? studies?; family? ?work?.; and? my self ?. The five pillars of my life. and the guide line of my decision making.