Losing hope

I am really disappointed I don?t know what to do I am thinking of committing suicide
I am really confused
I just read something on google in a piece of the reading the girl was talking about when she met another girl in a party and slept together
I turned on and had a strong erection I quickly closed my phone to cool down the urge
I was enjoying lesbian sex when I was POM ing now I know how hard my brain is wired to porn
My brain has been confused
My question is that
Will I be able to get turned on by woman again I am really disappointed

If you are watching lesbian porn then you are getting turned on by women. The problem is that they are not real women.

You just need to keep trying to stop watching porn. It's an addiction. It takes time, and usually many failed attempts, to quit porn and beat the addiction. Just stop using porn, or any porn substitutes, and you will recover.

I would say instead of worrying about whether or not you can still get turned on by images of some filthy whores on the internet, you should be more concerned with fapping to images of filthy whores on the internet! THAT is your biggest problem here, not the fact that you feel like they cant turn you on. Your brain is telling you to stop looking at it and give your self a rest!
Also, if you are contemplating suice please seek professional guidence.

Fabby
I have stoped everything for about 1 month and half but who said I have watched whores on internet since
My situation is a-bit different doctors can?t give same medication to every patient
So we are all here have different symptoms and different cause our body react differently sometime
I just asked a question I tried to have sex since but couldn?t turn on automatically
I was wondering if that desire for lesbians is a fetish or an escalation in porn then will I get rid of it when I get cured from pied
Read my post again if u don?t have an answer don?t start waffling

The fact, that you can still get an erection by reading sex stories is a great sign. There are a lot of people, who recovered from not even being able to get it up to porn, so the fact that you still can shows that you brain is not damaged as some others.
About whether your fetish is porn-induced or not: its hard to tell. It can only be answered by rebooting a long time. But does it really matter?
A lot of guys, who are not porn addicts, enjoy lesbian sex. Most important goal should be for you to be able to have "vanilla sex" with a partner. If you can do that, id say it is not important if you have got any "secret" fetishes, because a lot of healthy guys do in my opinion.
But also, if you feel that much disgust towards it, i think there is a high chance, that it is porn-induced and that it will decrease or vanish with time without porn.
Be careful, reading sex stories intentionally is really as bad as porn. The way you described it, it sounded like an accident, but make sure, that it doent happen regularly.

If you feel or think about commiting suicide, get professional help! Withdrawing from porn can get really rough emotional. Some guys need help with that and there is no shame about it. Thinking about suicide is something you should not ignore, when it happens more frequently.

Good luck

Jeks
I think it?s porn induced fetish cause now I even see them outside I get erection I am not saying I am disgusted but the problem is that I think that?s the root of my problem cause I changed too many categories in porn from vanilla sex to mom and step mom after stepsis last one was lesbian that?s how I know it?s escalation cause natural desire doesn?t stop u having normal sex mine stop me
After one month and half of no fab I tried to have sex but in the first place I didn?t get erection automatically I had to stimulate it even during the sex I managed to have a the sex but with stimulation
There?s another thing when I get random erection at home it last longer but when it come to sex the erection goes quicker I think anxiety involves in that as well
I am abit confused

One month of NOFAP is good, but it can and will most likely take much longer. But that you already seeing progress is a good sign. Of course anxiety can always also play a role in it as well. But dont worry. After all you said, you will surely recover.