balancewannabe
Member
Heyyyyy bunch of heroes.
First of all.... I want to say, that everybody here are fucking heroes!
Will not tell my story here, as it's so similar to most of the stories, maybe the other day fortunately in "succes stories"
Found this site beginning of July 2015 and it opened my eyes..... so much!!!
Fucking heroes!!
To the point.
Was doing not to bad i think.
July and august I was fighting and failing randomly (decreased PMO drastically anyways)
Please be aware that I went soft mode and agreed to M only to sensation (if possibile) when I was really needing it,
to avoid P in the first place.
Also I got a GF that I'm having sex (not to often but i do), so O's happened also between my failures.
If I had an ED then it was propably not as severe as some others here. Could have sex, but mostly on hangover and in the morning.
Most certainly my attraction to my GF is week becouse of P! And that is for sure! So in fact I could have an ED paradoxally.
From 23rd Agugust till 18th Oct I did not watch P or PMO at all and I thought, Im on the other side already (quite fast) was happy bout that.
Had some flatline (3-4 weeks during my run from 23 Aug (and some minor ones before that)) some ups and downs etc. but I didn't want P.
Then I went for a week of hollis and all the girls (real ones) around hit me hard and triggered me.
Adding a lot of alcohol, I ended up with my mobile, doing this F#%#ed up sh*t.
a 3-4 times. (had a hard time with my GF having "moods", but there also was sex.
Im back from hollies, and couldnt resist POM ahhhhhh. so hard.
I know tomorrow I'll have a hard time but I have to resist and get to the point I was, before - then continue.
If I could go like 50 days, I can do it again.
But anyway...Some waist of time happened, I know.
Wonder If anyone here had strikes like 1-2 months then failed and then could go to the point when It was really better nad on the other side 100%??? (or just easy to continue the journey)
Need some help and consulting on this, any word will do.
Thanks
bwb
First of all.... I want to say, that everybody here are fucking heroes!
Will not tell my story here, as it's so similar to most of the stories, maybe the other day fortunately in "succes stories"
Found this site beginning of July 2015 and it opened my eyes..... so much!!!
Fucking heroes!!
To the point.
Was doing not to bad i think.
July and august I was fighting and failing randomly (decreased PMO drastically anyways)
Please be aware that I went soft mode and agreed to M only to sensation (if possibile) when I was really needing it,
to avoid P in the first place.
Also I got a GF that I'm having sex (not to often but i do), so O's happened also between my failures.
If I had an ED then it was propably not as severe as some others here. Could have sex, but mostly on hangover and in the morning.
Most certainly my attraction to my GF is week becouse of P! And that is for sure! So in fact I could have an ED paradoxally.
From 23rd Agugust till 18th Oct I did not watch P or PMO at all and I thought, Im on the other side already (quite fast) was happy bout that.
Had some flatline (3-4 weeks during my run from 23 Aug (and some minor ones before that)) some ups and downs etc. but I didn't want P.
Then I went for a week of hollis and all the girls (real ones) around hit me hard and triggered me.
Adding a lot of alcohol, I ended up with my mobile, doing this F#%#ed up sh*t.
a 3-4 times. (had a hard time with my GF having "moods", but there also was sex.
Im back from hollies, and couldnt resist POM ahhhhhh. so hard.
I know tomorrow I'll have a hard time but I have to resist and get to the point I was, before - then continue.
If I could go like 50 days, I can do it again.
But anyway...Some waist of time happened, I know.
Wonder If anyone here had strikes like 1-2 months then failed and then could go to the point when It was really better nad on the other side 100%??? (or just easy to continue the journey)
Need some help and consulting on this, any word will do.
Thanks
bwb