Hey everyone. I am a 19 year old who is currently 5 days clean. I've tried a reboot about 3 months ago and was successful for about 3 weeks. I had very frequent erections after about a week and a half off porn and masturbation. I was also having good sex. Anyways, I recently split with my girlfriend who was also my first. Felt a bit down but not too bad because I think our split had been a imminent for a long time. I figured now would be a good time to get rid of unhealthy habits and decided to kick porn and masturbation. I started watching soft core porn when I was about 15 after a girl made me orgasm for the first time. Back then I could get hard in the morning and that thing would still be up there around lunch time LOL. Then I started watching stuff with actual sex around 17 and was lucky enough to never get into anything too specific or hard core. My biggest problem has always been if I wank it once then I feel an urge to wank it 2 or 3 more times that day. So I'd say I'm more a compulsive wanker then porn user. That being said, I've been off both for 9 days and am aiming for 90.
On Wednesday I met a pretty attractive woman while out dancing (I dance salsa and bachata. I remember getting pretty hard while we were dancing, however, I took her out for a drink last night and felt almost like I was in a flatline. Wondering if anyone else has experienced flat lines that come and go? I masturbated today and wondering if I should restart the reboot since I initially set out not to masturbate as well? Has anyone else found their focus to be really bad during a reboot? I feel as if I can't focus on anything, maybe its just that I have more time on my hands because I would usually wank it? My bad for all these questions but I am pretty new to the process. Best of luck to everyone else doing it.
On Wednesday I met a pretty attractive woman while out dancing (I dance salsa and bachata. I remember getting pretty hard while we were dancing, however, I took her out for a drink last night and felt almost like I was in a flatline. Wondering if anyone else has experienced flat lines that come and go? I masturbated today and wondering if I should restart the reboot since I initially set out not to masturbate as well? Has anyone else found their focus to be really bad during a reboot? I feel as if I can't focus on anything, maybe its just that I have more time on my hands because I would usually wank it? My bad for all these questions but I am pretty new to the process. Best of luck to everyone else doing it.