K-Dot
Active Member
HI, I am new on this forum and I am 20. I started masturbating when i was 11, sometimes to porn, but most often using my own fantasies and photos of girls. Sometimes I would masturbate 3-4 times a day. I had a period of heavy porn use, but it' s been a while since I stopped watching porn. I have another problem. I am in a 4 months relationship with a girl from the other town. We didn't have sex yet, I could always get a boner when I was around her. She started to send me nudes whenever I am not in her town and I masturbated hardly to them. As time passes those pictures started becoming more explicit and we started sexting. Few weeks ago we were making out on the couch and I was a little bit "in my head". Suddenly, I've noticed I am not really getting aroused. She was giving me a handjob and my penis couldn't get hard as usual which made me anxious a lot, but she didn't notice (That was her first sexual experience). I was trying to get aroused by looking at her half naked body, but 0 points. Later we did a dry humping and I would completely lose my erection. I found that I rarely have morning wood and my libido is pretty low. I can get a boner when I fap, sometimes it gets really hard, but most often it's a weak erection. She' s still sending me nudes, but I can't manage to get excited due to my anxiety level. I really find her atractive and I am in love with her.
Now I'm on day 18. Few days in a row I'm having a morning wood! I think I went through the flatline during the first 6 days of my reboot...
Now I'm on day 18. Few days in a row I'm having a morning wood! I think I went through the flatline during the first 6 days of my reboot...