Life has been very hard for me for me since my girlfriend left the country to study abroad. I have had tried hard to join her, but nothing so far. My father attempted suicide two times in the past three months. My life abounds with Stress and Anxiety. Some days I feel like I will be shattered soon and keeping up trying is impossible. As I lost control of my life, porn-habits started to shine again. Making me even more miserable and helpless.
But along the pains I suffer, porn addiction is much more annoying. All of the other pains are imposed on me by life, while Porn-Addiction is the pain I caused for myself. I have been to the process of No PMO many times. Something inside me says " You're gonna fail. Your girl is gone. You will never see her again. All your endeavors are in vain.". However, I have no other ways but to go forward and face myself.
Wish me luck my kind friends.
There we go,
Day 1. I watched porn two times in a raw with M.
But along the pains I suffer, porn addiction is much more annoying. All of the other pains are imposed on me by life, while Porn-Addiction is the pain I caused for myself. I have been to the process of No PMO many times. Something inside me says " You're gonna fail. Your girl is gone. You will never see her again. All your endeavors are in vain.". However, I have no other ways but to go forward and face myself.
Wish me luck my kind friends.
There we go,
Day 1. I watched porn two times in a raw with M.