NudesAreLove
New Member
Relapsed today... Tbh, I had a good go for about 2-3 months with no fap but I said fuck this I'm registering and I'm going to keep a daily log. I don't feel bad, honestly, I have changed a lot in the last 3 months and with my new mentality I was able to keep control of my anger and instead of falling into depression, I decided the more intelligent thing to do is register and begin posting.
I feel with posting everyday it will keep me reminded of the progress. It's all about PROGRESS. As a college student meeting girls, I've had a few successes with hook ups but no sex, yet. I feel like this time, with my new state of mind I know I can stop this for sure.
From this single moment as I write this, I vow to never return to porn. I had a real taste of what it's like to feel with a woman again, with my last success and I think that's what is keeping me going. I want more. I want to feel the intimacy. I want the REAL THING.
KEEP MOVING FORWARD, DON'T DO IT, REMEMBER YOUR PROGRESS. KEEP PROGRESSING.
I feel with posting everyday it will keep me reminded of the progress. It's all about PROGRESS. As a college student meeting girls, I've had a few successes with hook ups but no sex, yet. I feel like this time, with my new state of mind I know I can stop this for sure.
From this single moment as I write this, I vow to never return to porn. I had a real taste of what it's like to feel with a woman again, with my last success and I think that's what is keeping me going. I want more. I want to feel the intimacy. I want the REAL THING.
KEEP MOVING FORWARD, DON'T DO IT, REMEMBER YOUR PROGRESS. KEEP PROGRESSING.