Ready to try again

This will be the third or fourth time over the past few years that I've tried to conquer my porn addiction. I'm in my mid-thirties now, and I'm just TIRED... I have no good reason for looking at porn. Of course, I realize this after PMO, but after I haven't viewed anything for days, I think to myself, "It's been a long time, so it's fine. I can look at porn every now and then... No big deal."

Having this mindset for years, however, isn't fixing the problem.

I really hope that I can fix this on my own/through this site. I know there are counselors for this sort of thing, but I don't know that I'll ever be able to convince myself to go to one. At the same time, I've never been caught, and I know that the longer this addiction continues, that's bound to happen eventually.

At any rate... Here goes!

third or fourth time over the past few years? if im PMOing im at the same time trying to quit 3-4 times per week  ;D

Two days in. So far, so good. The urges are still there, but not strong enough for me act on anything. For me (and probably most others), staying busy helps a lot.

If anyone's interested in partnering up to exchange messages and try to keep each other accountable on a semi-regular basis, let me know.