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Edgar89

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I finally decided to join the forum
« on: February 13, 2018, 04:10:25 AM »
Hi, my name is Edgar, Im a 28 year old guy from Europe and for the last 10 years I understood that i have problem with PMO, since my 18teens, when i had my first serious relationship, and things did not work as I expected, mainly because it wasnt like in those porn movies. I was introduced to porn when I was 11, first just magazines and then the fast speed internet came(Everyones story) :D
  Fast forward to present, yeah, here I am, a grown, pretty good looking man, who works at a job he hates, no girlfriend, cause deep inside im afraid that i will fail at sex. When I succeed at abstaining for a week, I already feel that my view on life changes, I feel more, plan my life more, I see that im capable of so much more and that I build my life, but when I for some monkey brain reason fall back to PMO, i feel doomed, I know that I see woman as sex objects when I fall back to it.
   I wanted to say thank you for this wonderful site and Yourbrainonporn, from doing it every day, I have more free Porn days than the fail days :) I won the ratio, but i want to cut if for good, forever, to win this battle once and for all! Thats why I decided to write it here, I have never told anyone about my addiction, you guys are the first ones, its feels good to finally talk about it.
So february 13th, I start from 0 and will never stop, I just want to be a normal, loving man!
     Good luck everyone whos stuggling with this s*it, we will win :)

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Re: I finally decided to join the forum
« Reply #1 on: February 13, 2018, 04:57:23 AM »
I know how it feels to be going strong and then suddenly relapse. It isn't easy and some days you will want to go back to porn to ease the pain of withdrawls. Admiting you have a problem is the first step in the right direction. Stay strong friend and remember you are not alone.
When used properly your pride is your greatest strength
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