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REBOOT IN 2018
« on: December 18, 2017, 12:29:48 AM »
hello to my all friends ,

 i am here from december 2016, today i completed total 1 year i want to make my 1 year performance journal. In 2017 i did my best and i also failed many times.
my average of relapse is 4 to 7 times in a month. by this average my 2017 year score is 84 relapses from 365 days. that is 261 days reboot.
As today is 18th december 2017 and its my 2nd day of reboot relapsing after 14 days. in 2017 my best is of 44 days. in 2016 its of 89 days.
in this whole year i learned so many things. I thank you reboot nation you educated me , and i hope this new year which coming in 13 days made we all a successful rebooter.

from dec 2013 to dec 2014
i relapsed 306 days in a year.

from dec 2014 to dec 2015
i relapsed 170 times,

from dec 2015 to dec 2016
i relapsed 150 times.
« Last Edit: December 18, 2017, 12:46:18 AM by Do or die »
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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #1 on: December 18, 2017, 01:47:10 AM »
18 DEC
My reboot is set for 365 days from now. From 18 December 2017 to 18 December 2018 and I counting reverse because each day is IMP to complete my dream 365
Day 365
My goal is to not see any P today. And I know I can do it.
successfully completed whole day.
Day 364
my headache is gone now. i am focusing on my study. and learning about myself more. this reboot to completly change myself. for better of my life.
Day 363
morning is full of urges.but  finaly completed the day without pm.
Day 362
No urges at morning.finally completed the day

Day 361
a good morning from many days
« Last Edit: December 21, 2017, 10:13:32 PM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #2 on: December 21, 2017, 01:16:58 AM »
Bcs of this addiction I lossed so many things in my life. It totally destroyed me , but now I started a new life. This life is very beautiful , full of joy. I understand the real relationship s now. It is so important to not see p in life . i lost my love bcs of this i never do it again
« Last Edit: December 21, 2017, 04:44:20 AM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #3 on: December 23, 2017, 02:42:52 AM »
Day 360 at 23 DEC 2017
Clean day . no more urges and headaches.

Day 359 at 24 Dec 2017
a very peaceful morning today.

Day 357 @26 Dec  2017
no headache. no any urges. i seen dreams of porn , in which i accessing websites but cant seen any videos in my dreams. i think i lossed that porn memories now. and i think i am rebooted.jerked off at night but I count it and go forward
« Last Edit: December 26, 2017, 02:41:53 PM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #4 on: December 26, 2017, 10:14:05 PM »
Day 1st (365)
I am relapsed yesterday and I count it . but now i ts too much . I need to stop it now. i need to change one day. and that day is today 27th dec 2017.
at this moment i think if i didnt did this relapses the how beutiful my life is. i cantt imagine it.
Day 11th
successfully completed 11 days
Day 13
Today is 13th day. A special day because after a long time I am at day 13
Day 15
now i am at day 15. with three wet dreams.
Day 17
I failed today
« Last Edit: January 13, 2018, 02:18:05 PM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #5 on: January 13, 2018, 10:41:10 PM »
Day 18 at 14 th January
Good day
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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #6 on: January 15, 2018, 01:11:02 PM »
Hi D.O.D., keeping track is great, but you haven't mentioned what you are doing to combat the urge when it strikes.  How are you fighting the monster when he appears?  If you don't have a system then you should find one whether it be blocking software like K9 (have someone else enter the password), a hobby or exercise, something to pull you away from the urge.

Don't give in to the monster!

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #7 on: January 15, 2018, 10:17:34 PM »
Thanks jimbodel .
 I defeat my urge by remembering the causes of porn and it is beneficial in my case
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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #8 on: January 15, 2018, 10:20:05 PM »
Day 20 Jan 15
Today I have a wet dream.  So it is natural. But I need to recover my health so from today I following above things
1. Regular exercises
2. Don't think about PM
3. To be cool
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #9 on: January 17, 2018, 06:09:13 AM »
Day 21 at Jan 17
No more urges today
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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #10 on: January 31, 2018, 09:31:58 PM »
Day 32 at February 1
Feeling great. Today I has an withdraw as WD.
Day 38 @February 7
No wd in this 7 days.
Little urges and headaches left

Day 42 @ Feb 11
after a long time i am at this moment. feeling stress free and out off this addiction

Day 44 at Feb 13
Today I reached total of 44 days . I did exercise and little bit meditation at this level. At day 44 I am a very clear personality person now. When I am addicted that time I was got confused in all situations. But now I very well know that what to do and how.

Day 45 at Feb 14
No any urges this days. I did exercise today. Day by day I becoming passionate about life.
« Last Edit: February 13, 2018, 07:46:23 PM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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« Reply #11 on: February 13, 2018, 06:32:24 AM »
 CONGRATULATIONS BROTHER! KEEP PUSHING YOURSELF YOU REACH AT VERY TOP DON,T LOOK BACK JUST KEEP MOVING! YOU CAN DO IT! GOD BLESS YOU. :)
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #12 on: February 13, 2018, 07:44:03 PM »
CONGRATULATIONS BROTHER! KEEP PUSHING YOURSELF YOU REACH AT VERY TOP DON,T LOOK BACK JUST KEEP MOVING! YOU CAN DO IT! GOD BLESS YOU. :)
ty bro
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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #13 on: February 15, 2018, 08:30:01 AM »
Day 46 at Feb 15
Again an clean day. No urges today
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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #14 on: February 16, 2018, 11:06:43 AM »
Day 47 at Feb 16
Another success full day. Today there are no urges. I speaking with confidence to the people
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re:Completed 50 Days
« Reply #15 on: February 16, 2018, 11:08:10 PM »
Day 48
No urges.
Doing daily exercises.
Concentration increased.

Day 49 at February 18
Good day.

Day 50 at February 19
I am very happy today. I reached 50 days of reboot. I can't imagine before it.
Very happy today. Thanks reboot nation

Day 51 at February 20
Again a clean and cheerful day

Day 52 at February 21
Today I have a wet dream. But this is natural so I am not relapsed.

Day 54 at February 23
No urges.
Doing daily exercises.
Concentration increased.

« Last Edit: February 23, 2018, 09:33:50 AM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #16 on: February 24, 2018, 01:41:30 PM »
Day 55.1 at 24th Feb
Today I has an WD. So I counting WD's from now. Because after p my enemy is WD. So this is 55.1 day

Day 56.1 at 25 February
today started war with wd . day first not any wd today.
« Last Edit: February 25, 2018, 12:08:52 AM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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Re: REBOOT IN 2018
« Reply #17 on: February 25, 2018, 01:03:47 PM »
relapsed
After 55 days I am relapsed . I has an strong urge to m and because of it I relapsed.

Day 1 @26 feb
Now started from beginning. Need support. I want to leave this now.day 1 is clean. some urges are there.

Day2
Relapsed again. But counting as day 2,

day3
Relapsed again yesterday. Urges are very strong now
 
Day 4 at 28 February
At today's afternoon I has strong urges but I ignored it successfully
« Last Edit: February 28, 2018, 07:26:20 AM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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« Reply #18 on: February 26, 2018, 11:16:20 AM »
Keep yourself active so your mind is far from pmo. Reduce your Internet use..  seems to be working for me, try it and see how it goes. Good luck,keep pushing!.

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« Reply #19 on: February 26, 2018, 09:45:22 PM »
Keep yourself active so your mind is far from pmo. Reduce your Internet use..  seems to be working for me, try it and see how it goes. Good luck,keep pushing!.
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relapsed again
« Reply #20 on: February 28, 2018, 01:22:47 PM »
28 feb
relapsed again. Going to hell again. God help me please.this addiction killing me slowly. From tomorow my first day of reboot starts . And i very well knows that how to reboot now

1 March day 1
Badly relapsed yesterday. Now doing it from beginning. Day ended successful

Day 3
Feeling little bit strong . my social behavior is changed after relapse

Day 5
At night I have an urge  . I also played the video but I quickly closed it. Because i don't need porn

Day 11
Relapsed

Day 1 at March 12
New day with new reboot. I relapsed because urges.
« Last Edit: March 12, 2018, 05:32:46 AM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.

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« Reply #21 on: March 13, 2018, 05:25:21 AM »
Day 2
No urges. Doing exercise. Feeling good.

Day 5 at march 16
no urges but one wd

Day 7 at march 18
Clean day.

Day 1 at march 24
relapsed yesterday. doing again reboot. now focusing with clear thoughts to fight this addiction
todays afternoon i am relapsed again.

Day 0
at the middle of 24th march i decided to quit doing it again and again. i know how to quit it . from today i cant see any type of artificial stimuli.
« Last Edit: March 24, 2018, 04:18:51 AM by Do or die »
Doing real reboot i.e: reboot without relapsing.from 27 December 2017. if i not stop it today then one day is come when there is not any method to regain myself. that is if i relapse now then no any reboot can able to change myself. then its last chance to do it.