TAKID
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Well GoodMorning peeps...
I'm gonna tell my story on my Porn Induced ED. Well I'm 20 years old, My first time having sex was when I was about 11 when me and a friend we're experimenting. In between then and 11 -12 I didn't have no sexual encounters neither was I masturbating. When I was 13 I found a porn dvd in my dad's office and use to watch it but didn't masturbate to it until I was 14, after that day I use to masturbate almost everyday once a day.
When i was 15 I finally got a computer and i started to masturbate more regularly sometimes 2-3 times a day saving all sorts of files in my computer, but also while i was 15 I lost my virginity, back then I wasn't having any erection problems at all, my penis was so sensitive back then, then after the break up a year later, I started to masturbate A LOT, everyday 2-4 times a day. I didn't have sex for 3 years until when i meet this girl at a party and we kicked it off, i realized i wasn't that sensitive down there anymore but i was getting a proper erection so i didn't pay it any mind and i didn't even last that long.
Fast forward 2 months later i've watched almost every video on a certain porn site and decided its time i got some real sex.. so I invited this girl over and we started to have sex but I realized i wasn't really enjoying it and I was constantly getting back soft after like 3 mins after stroking a bit. I had to fantasize to keep an erection, I no longer had no sensitivity in my penis. After we did it 3 more times and more failed i had didn't have sex for another year until last July another failed attempt and didn't have sex until the start of this year 2014. I was hard thinking about having sex with this girl and one night i told her i wanted to come over and she gave me a blowjob, i realized after i got the blowjob that i felt absolutely nothing, my penis sensitivity was gone and i had to fantasize to stay hard, until one evening I masturbated and since that day I have had no interest in sex, The girl I wanted to have sex with came over and i had no sex drive at all... absolutely no interest. Then one day I did something stupid and took an ice and put it on my penis to see if i could of felt anything.. I didn't even feel a thing and i'm not even circumcised, the tip of my penis is all dried it probably because all the masturbation and wiping my penis with tissue after orgasm and prolly rubbing against my boxers.
So I got scared and went to the doctor, penis was strinking to the fact i could't get hard and have no sensitivity down there and told him i'm not aroused anymore, he told me that's all in my head. After i got home i researched every thing on the internet and came across Yourbrainonporn and saw Gabe's video. So i said I'm gonna try this and see if it works. The first 3 weeks were actually fine, my penis felt heavier, I was thinking clearer and was actually motivated to do more with my life but after that month I've had no interest in nothing, masturbating nor even looking at porn because it doesn't turn me on anymore.
This morning i was trying to get a girl over and i have no sex drive at all so i told her don't worry, This is my second month. I've had failed sex once because of PE since i started to reboot, relapse twice by masturbating without watching porn.. only if I could get these sexual fantasies out of my head. I'm actually thinking about going to the doctor for my depression because as from this Monday i felt pretty suicidal. But I have faith in this reboot. I just need more motivation and guidance. I do hope we all find our way out of this mess we put our selves through..
I'm gonna tell my story on my Porn Induced ED. Well I'm 20 years old, My first time having sex was when I was about 11 when me and a friend we're experimenting. In between then and 11 -12 I didn't have no sexual encounters neither was I masturbating. When I was 13 I found a porn dvd in my dad's office and use to watch it but didn't masturbate to it until I was 14, after that day I use to masturbate almost everyday once a day.
When i was 15 I finally got a computer and i started to masturbate more regularly sometimes 2-3 times a day saving all sorts of files in my computer, but also while i was 15 I lost my virginity, back then I wasn't having any erection problems at all, my penis was so sensitive back then, then after the break up a year later, I started to masturbate A LOT, everyday 2-4 times a day. I didn't have sex for 3 years until when i meet this girl at a party and we kicked it off, i realized i wasn't that sensitive down there anymore but i was getting a proper erection so i didn't pay it any mind and i didn't even last that long.
Fast forward 2 months later i've watched almost every video on a certain porn site and decided its time i got some real sex.. so I invited this girl over and we started to have sex but I realized i wasn't really enjoying it and I was constantly getting back soft after like 3 mins after stroking a bit. I had to fantasize to keep an erection, I no longer had no sensitivity in my penis. After we did it 3 more times and more failed i had didn't have sex for another year until last July another failed attempt and didn't have sex until the start of this year 2014. I was hard thinking about having sex with this girl and one night i told her i wanted to come over and she gave me a blowjob, i realized after i got the blowjob that i felt absolutely nothing, my penis sensitivity was gone and i had to fantasize to stay hard, until one evening I masturbated and since that day I have had no interest in sex, The girl I wanted to have sex with came over and i had no sex drive at all... absolutely no interest. Then one day I did something stupid and took an ice and put it on my penis to see if i could of felt anything.. I didn't even feel a thing and i'm not even circumcised, the tip of my penis is all dried it probably because all the masturbation and wiping my penis with tissue after orgasm and prolly rubbing against my boxers.
So I got scared and went to the doctor, penis was strinking to the fact i could't get hard and have no sensitivity down there and told him i'm not aroused anymore, he told me that's all in my head. After i got home i researched every thing on the internet and came across Yourbrainonporn and saw Gabe's video. So i said I'm gonna try this and see if it works. The first 3 weeks were actually fine, my penis felt heavier, I was thinking clearer and was actually motivated to do more with my life but after that month I've had no interest in nothing, masturbating nor even looking at porn because it doesn't turn me on anymore.
This morning i was trying to get a girl over and i have no sex drive at all so i told her don't worry, This is my second month. I've had failed sex once because of PE since i started to reboot, relapse twice by masturbating without watching porn.. only if I could get these sexual fantasies out of my head. I'm actually thinking about going to the doctor for my depression because as from this Monday i felt pretty suicidal. But I have faith in this reboot. I just need more motivation and guidance. I do hope we all find our way out of this mess we put our selves through..