@ Dimitri
What in the blue hell happens after 90 days?
You start on day 91
Does anyone know what its like to get to 90 days sober? What about after that big landmark of a day? Do you become Captain America or some shit?
Many guys know what it is like... I am on day 1060 and no... I am not Captain America.
First thing you need to do is get this 90 days number out of your head. No where on this site does it say 90 days is special. Every reboot is different and the only thing that seems to be the case is guys who grew up with internet porn tend to take longer than older guys who did not watch high-speed porn through their teenage years.
I did not feel anything at all until about 180 days, while some others feel improvement after 14.
It is great to set a goal like 90 days, but
there is absolutely no magic day that you fully reboot. Really understand that.
I have times felt like Captain America, but it comes more in the form of improvement in concentration, ability to easily be aroused, rock solid boners, shorter refractory period, motivation, energy, and memory. Not so much on strength and ability to kick ass and sling a shield.
If you want to get stronger you have to workout, rebooting doesn't make your muscles grow. However, it may give you the motivation to make that happen = )
I'm mad at the world for every single thing and for no apparent reason.
Felt the same way... it passed with time.
There are many beautiful things about the world, and there are many ugly things as well. Rebooting gave me the ability to enjoy the beauty and the passion to fight to change the ugly.