First of all, congratulations on making it so long without porn. You're an inspiration to us all. Second, "edging" is the process by which you give in a bit to your cravings and slowly "edge" closer to PMO and stop on the "edge" just before O. Basically, it's an extremely unhealthy and counterproductive coping technique for porn addicts. You don't want to look at porn, but you can't resist the cravings. "Just a little bit", you say. So you look at porn and the next thing you know you're masturbating. You know it's not good for you but you can't stop. You feel yourself about to orgasm, then the last ounce of sense left in your brain yells, "STOP!!!" and you stop. You feel like it's a small victory. After all, you looked at porn but didn't orgasm, so it's better than you usually do, right? Wrong. Throughout the next day, your brain tries to sexualize everything. Your anxiety is through the roof. You don't know what is happening, but it isn't good. You're suffering because of edging. You gave your brain the imagery it wanted and released a high amount of dopamine, then stopped. Your brain didn't stop, it's still soaked in dopamine and trying to get a fix, and now it's affecting your daily life even more. It's like if you starved a dog then put out a huge pot roast dinner in front of it, then, right as he's about to chow down, you yank it away from him and put it on a shelf high out of his reach. Now he's even hungrier than he was before. You've increased your craving now and they'll come back stronger again and again until you relapse. Then the cycle continues anew. Edging is wishful thinking. It's taking the easy road and giving into addiction with the hopes of getting out of it. Never edge.