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100 Days challenge for Great Life !!!
« on: October 10, 2017, 09:31:35 PM »
Octomber 11
This is my first day to reboot because i relapsed . i fight this addiction from age of 16. now i am 19. three years are gone but never changed. so please gather on my this journal to reboot ourselves.
today i deciding new goal of 100 days
100 Days = 10*10;
i devide 100 days into 10 parts. each part is of 10 days.
First part start at 11 octomber 2017
day 1:
today i fighting with this addiction . i need to ignore all urges today.at end of day i learned one thing that is to act in present moment. from today in my whole life i never see porn.
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« Reply #1 on: October 12, 2017, 11:41:52 AM »
Octomber 12(Day 2)
Daily exercise making me feel good

octomber 13(Day 3)
No urges today. in this days i am talking to girls confidently.

octomber 14(Day 4)
No strong urges. doing exercise regullarly. talking to girls with respect.

octomber 15(Day 5)
girls liking me more than my past. i am being an happiest  person in our group.

octomber 16(Day 6)
i don't want to go back to this addiction now.

octomber 17(Day 7)
Waiting for full reboot completion.

octomber 23(Day 13)
i am studying this days. feeling confident. doing yoga regularly. i am  a good person in all social things.
thank you so much god. i can't miss this opportunity. thanks god for giving me a chance to live my life. 
« Last Edit: October 23, 2017, 07:08:55 AM by Do or die »
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Re: 100 Days challenge for Great Life !!!
« Reply #2 on: October 18, 2017, 05:36:18 AM »
You are successful rebooter, You knew how to tackle the urges just keep pushing my friend  :) You can do it!
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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« Reply #3 on: October 23, 2017, 07:05:56 AM »
You are successful rebooter, You knew how to tackle the urges just keep pushing my friend  :) You can do it!
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Re: 100 Days challenge for Great Life !!!
« Reply #4 on: October 23, 2017, 10:03:31 PM »
Octomber 24
Today i have one withdrawal symptom that is nightfall.
I am rebooting slowly. I am happy because day by day i am leaving this bad habit
today i am not able to focus on study
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Re: 100 Days challenge for Great Life !!!
« Reply #5 on: October 25, 2017, 07:34:49 AM »
octo 25
good day today
octo 27 day 17
I am rebooting now. Dont have any urges
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« Reply #6 on: October 27, 2017, 03:47:00 PM »
Relapsed today
I count my reboot continuously after 5 days from now
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« Reply #7 on: October 27, 2017, 08:59:42 PM »
Octo 28 day1
Sad to start again. But positive about destination. Yesterday i have an urge and i cant have good sleep. So in that condition i failed. But from today i starting again.
Having many urges. I feeling like trapped again in this . I trying to keep myself busy entire day today. By this i able to maintain continuity in reboot.
Todays improved things:
1. Talking to girls with confidence.
2. Doing study
things hard for me:
Avoiding urges in reboot is dificult
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« Reply #8 on: October 27, 2017, 11:37:57 PM »
From jan to march (10 times i relapsed means 78 days of reboot)

in april only 2 relapse(28days reboot)

in may june and july
i relapsed 10 times(80 days reboot 8))
In august
i relapsed 3 times(27days reboot)

in sepetember and octomber
i relapsed
6 times(54 days of reboot)

i did 267 days reboot with 23 relapses
i can't beleive it. i only seen my past journals today. this is a miracle.
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« Reply #9 on: October 28, 2017, 09:23:04 AM »
i relapsed today also. but i count it from now. my reboot is from now.
i really want to recover. reboot nation helped me educated me about addiction and much more things. i am doing 16 to 18 days reboot but after that i am relapsing. i dont want to relapse. i lost my first love. carrier , social things friends and much many things. from today i only live to reboot and help rebooters. yes i need to it. i sacrifies this addiction for humnity. Acharya Chanakya said "If you live with bad things for an year , your mind finds bad things is good for you". means please dont do it over and over again anyone here from this moment of my life i forgetting about this addiction. from tommorow i have freedom.

Octombner 29 Day 2
Second  day is stress releasing day. because my first day is not clean day. but i don't wait for a first clean day so i will count it. from 2nd day my reboot is really start.
when i just started reboot i am not able to do  1 day reboot. but today my best score is 90. bcs of this i have pride on me. now i begin to transform my life . i doing good things to achieve my goal.

octomber 30
great day
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« Reply #10 on: November 02, 2017, 01:40:54 PM »
Day 6
a clean day again
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« Reply #11 on: November 02, 2017, 09:53:04 PM »
Day 7.1(relapsed)
yesterday night i am relapsed. i thought in mind that i only see p and sleep. but while watching it i did M.
i know this is an urge. So today is a new day again.   from today in any situation i can win

Day 7.2(5 nov)
Day second is busy day for me. so i had no  urge

Day 7.3(6 nov)
Day 3 is started now. doing my best
First part is ended here. From the 100 days -10 days. then 90 days are remaining

Day 7.4(7 nov)
day 4 is today. doing it well. i can do till 100 days.
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« Reply #12 on: November 07, 2017, 11:46:15 AM »
This is my first day to reboot because i relapsed . i fight this addiction from age of 16. now i am 19. three years are gone but never changed. so please gather on my this journal to reboot ourselves.
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« Reply #13 on: November 07, 2017, 08:31:11 PM »
I a.m relapsed. Now starting again
day 1
Thinking to do exercise
we a ll know that rebooting is possible. But our mind says not this time. And we relapse. Dont do it again is rule of rebooting
we only do it for an half of hour but this spoils our whole life. thing little bit about it, only 10 minuts spoil all life.
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Re: 100 Days challenge for Great Life !!!
« Reply #14 on: November 08, 2017, 12:27:20 AM »
This is just something I've been thinking about for awhile about relapsing...

So every time you relapse, you go against what you said you would do. You drew a line in the sand and said "I will not PMO or MO again" (or at least for 100 days in your case). You drew that line and then you stepped over it. I believe saying and going against what you previously said is terrible to who you are as a man.

I just don't believe you are in a place right now to consider rebooting if you are going to relapse. I personally think you should take a break from this site and really re-evaluate your life.

What do you want out of this? How bad do you want it? Why? If you don't have answers to all of those questions then I'm not sure that a rebooting forum will be beneficial to you. Wow, that made me sound like an asshole. But seriously, ask yourself those questions whenever you get a serious urge to PMO and follow your truth.

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« Reply #15 on: November 08, 2017, 01:14:17 AM »
Day 1
I am alone in morning and i am relapsed. i faced this type of failure before.
i want to reboot. i really want to reboot. but i am addicted to porn. porn cant go from my life.
i need to learn more about this addiction. i have so many urges in my mind. i need to fight that urges.
my first goal is of three days. i really want this time a full reboot. on internet i found that porn addicts have also threat of std's.
please visit below site
https://www.psychguides.com/guides/porn-addiction/

i am rebooted from today. by reading this type of effects i cant watch porn again in my life at any cost. at this time my time is very bad. i lost my gf, my carrier , my friends all the things. but i can have it
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« Reply #16 on: November 08, 2017, 01:28:56 AM »
This is just something I've been thinking about for awhile about relapsing...

So every time you relapse, you go against what you said you would do. You drew a line in the sand and said "I will not PMO or MO again" (or at least for 100 days in your case). You drew that line and then you stepped over it. I believe saying and going against what you previously said is terrible to who you are as a man.

I just don't believe you are in a place right now to consider rebooting if you are going to relapse. I personally think you should take a break from this site and really re-evaluate your life.

What do you want out of this? How bad do you want it? Why? If you don't have answers to all of those questions then I'm not sure that a rebooting forum will be beneficial to you. Wow, that made me sound like an asshole. But seriously, ask yourself those questions whenever you get a serious urge to PMO and follow your truth.
u r correct
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« Reply #17 on: November 08, 2017, 10:30:10 AM »
Brother you can do it, dont think what you lose.I knew first week of reboot is really difficult. Set some goals, make to do lists dont focus on your problems make new possibilities. Face your fears, talk more with strangers. You can do it. :)
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« Reply #18 on: November 08, 2017, 11:08:18 AM »
Brother you can do it, dont think what you lose.I knew first week of reboot is really difficult. Set some goals, make to do lists dont focus on your problems make new possibilities. Face your fears, talk more with strangers. You can do it. :)
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« Reply #19 on: November 08, 2017, 10:28:49 PM »
Day 2
at morning feeling little bit headache and foggy head. i am happy to be completed my first day. today feeling powerful than yesterday. i am defeating urges simply. because of the effects i know. there are so many of harmful effects of PM addiction . so i don't want to do experiment on myself. without that i want to reboot myself.
today i did:
1. Yoga and meditation
2. Keeping myself busy by chatting with friends.
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« Reply #20 on: November 09, 2017, 05:20:05 PM »
Day 3
having urges at 3am. But i controlled myself
Day 4
feeling very positive
Day 5
Hav a night fall. So feeling dumb
day 9 at nov 16
 a good day. c
day 11 at nov 18
i am relapsed but nothing ca stop me i am coming with 100 days reboot
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« Reply #21 on: November 19, 2017, 01:56:21 AM »
19 nov
feeling stressed
day 13 at 20 nov
urges are very strong. defeating it
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« Reply #22 on: November 21, 2017, 09:39:13 PM »
I am relapsed again. Starting new reboot.
Day 1 at 22-11-2017
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« Reply #23 on: November 21, 2017, 09:40:47 PM »


I am relapsed again. Starting new reboot.
 Day 1 at 22-11-2017 Feeling very sad


Reboot means being aware about causes of porn addictio
n and recovering your body from that cause. Rebooting dosent involves relapses. If you relapsed you didnt do reboot. You r again in addiction. This is main difference i and you ignoring. If we relapsing then thats also a new addiction. In that we trying to reboot but relapsing againand again .


As you see the time lapse it is of 5 to 8 days between relapse. Then why you do reboot ???
I telling you all do not relapse again and i also not . Help me and others. Do meditation , and differentiate between feelings and reality.
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« Reply #24 on: November 22, 2017, 10:30:22 PM »
Day 2 at 23nov 2017
Did yoga
Feeling good.
Day 3 at 24 nov 2017
Clean day again.
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