pruthukkc
Active Member
Whats going on rebooters! Once again i am back for rebooting. Yesterday night i relapsed after long time, this addiction controls my life over and over again, i thought i can get ride of this addiction by not thinking about p and my addiction but this trick failed. so writing a journal is important, expressing your thoughts, emotions, bad times through journal feels good. Today i decide to stop watching p because it damage my brain. Its a decision to overcome all the negativity inside me, to wash out all the lust and find light inside me. I really want to change. This addiction sucks me so hard, i want to back my life.
Its day 1: Withdrawals: A) BRAINFROG
B) HEADACHE.
C) LOW SELF ESTEEM.
D) LOW SELF MOTIVATION.
Day 2: Active day. its journey of changing your thoughts,mind and becoming good person within inside. Just keep moving on reboot path, we can do it together. 2 Days clean
Day 7: All the time i thought p related thoughts, P addiction mess up my belief system but i decided stay stronger during reboot and feel proud about myself. My vision is clear now, my problem is p addiction and it needs to destroy. I do meditation every day, i do every day my business activities and talk with so many strangers. When i interact with peoples i feel so anxious and thought they will know my addiction because of my nervous behavior but enough is enough. Yes ! i was addicted to p and it controls me, so what? Today i accept my past and knew there is nothing to felt guilt and shame about that thing. 1 week clean i am getting stronger and stronger.
Its day 1: Withdrawals: A) BRAINFROG
B) HEADACHE.
C) LOW SELF ESTEEM.
D) LOW SELF MOTIVATION.
Day 2: Active day. its journey of changing your thoughts,mind and becoming good person within inside. Just keep moving on reboot path, we can do it together. 2 Days clean
Day 7: All the time i thought p related thoughts, P addiction mess up my belief system but i decided stay stronger during reboot and feel proud about myself. My vision is clear now, my problem is p addiction and it needs to destroy. I do meditation every day, i do every day my business activities and talk with so many strangers. When i interact with peoples i feel so anxious and thought they will know my addiction because of my nervous behavior but enough is enough. Yes ! i was addicted to p and it controls me, so what? Today i accept my past and knew there is nothing to felt guilt and shame about that thing. 1 week clean i am getting stronger and stronger.