Spanishguy
Member
Hi everyone,
Sorry for my English as it is not my 1st language.
I'm 29.
I have never had a real couple (not more than 2 months)
I?ve been suffering from PIED since 19.
I never thought porn would be the cause, until now.
I discovered porn before real sex, when I was 15, but I started masturbating at 11 with TV. My first sexual relation was 4 years after that. I was 19 and I couldn?t get a full erection. We tried several times in a month...but I decided to quit and return to the safety of my computer.
I masturbated compulsively when I got home from school or job. I masturbated 4 o 5 times in a day until I discovered what my problem was...2 years ago. Now i do it once a day or less...but still my brain doesn't work properly.
In ten years I have had sex with less than 10 people but I have never got a full erection to put a condom and have sex completely.
All those experiences have make me become very insecure in sex and recently I have lost a couple I was in love with because of my insecurities.
I have a good job, friends, family and it is not very difficult for me to meet people, but when the moment of sex comes all my insecurities appear and I can't get an erection.
I just needed to share this because I thought I was crazy and that I was not "normal". I want to recover and meet someone and have good and real sex. I?m worried about my age and all the time I have spent in my computer.
Thank U guys and good luck for everyone.
Sorry for my English as it is not my 1st language.
I'm 29.
I have never had a real couple (not more than 2 months)
I?ve been suffering from PIED since 19.
I never thought porn would be the cause, until now.
I discovered porn before real sex, when I was 15, but I started masturbating at 11 with TV. My first sexual relation was 4 years after that. I was 19 and I couldn?t get a full erection. We tried several times in a month...but I decided to quit and return to the safety of my computer.
I masturbated compulsively when I got home from school or job. I masturbated 4 o 5 times in a day until I discovered what my problem was...2 years ago. Now i do it once a day or less...but still my brain doesn't work properly.
In ten years I have had sex with less than 10 people but I have never got a full erection to put a condom and have sex completely.
All those experiences have make me become very insecure in sex and recently I have lost a couple I was in love with because of my insecurities.
I have a good job, friends, family and it is not very difficult for me to meet people, but when the moment of sex comes all my insecurities appear and I can't get an erection.
I just needed to share this because I thought I was crazy and that I was not "normal". I want to recover and meet someone and have good and real sex. I?m worried about my age and all the time I have spent in my computer.
Thank U guys and good luck for everyone.