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Re: heroin/porn addict with pied
« Reply #75 on: January 27, 2017, 12:11:22 AM »
Day 22. Had another little victory. A girl that i was talking to om instagram came into my work and stayed for like 3 hours until i got off. I asked her if she wanted to go get something to eat. So we hit Chipotle and got to talking. The conversation turned a little sexual, it was her that steered it thT direction. Anyways i got a boner just talking to her! I felt so happy to be sitting in that situation i havent been in in a long time. I went home after because i had (actually have) alot of homework due (im procrastinating writing this right now). But that felt like a definate victory worth reporting.

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« Reply #76 on: January 27, 2017, 10:01:19 AM »
You inspired me, i have quit weed now. My man, you are a legend
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« Reply #77 on: January 27, 2017, 10:02:17 AM »
Ooops,  i forgot cigarettes,  alcohol and khat. Keep at it viking.
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« Reply #78 on: January 27, 2017, 05:18:48 PM »
@keta thanks man! Its awesome to hear that my story is helping you! Lets do this together brotha! Its not gona be be easy but it'll be worth it!

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« Reply #79 on: January 30, 2017, 02:05:21 PM »
Day 26. Its getting easier to sleep definitely cravings havent been too bad. I think working out so much and changing my eating habits has helped alot as well. Im meeting up with a girl today that ive had a crush on forever to tell her how i feel. Hopefully that goes well, but either way Ive got to make sure that it dosnt mess with my recovery.

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« Reply #80 on: February 01, 2017, 04:45:17 PM »
Day 28. The date went pretty good and im hopeful about the girl.Im also scared because i feel like im going into a serious flatline. Im also coming down with something and have been working alot. Didnt hit the gym yesterday was working alot.

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« Reply #81 on: February 03, 2017, 07:36:30 PM »
30 days! Actually hit two milestones at once. I got my first month of no pmo in and yesterday, i had my first rewiring experience, it was just making out, but i was pretty solid down there for the whole thing, even with about 60 oz of beer in me haha.

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« Reply #82 on: February 06, 2017, 12:58:47 AM »
32 days. Have been sexting the girl I was making out with alot. Things just naturally seem to go towards my fetish of being dominant and she seems to be into it. Im not totally sure if this is just because of porn or if it's okay to act out in this way during sex with a partner if we both like it. I guess thats something i will have to decide for myself.

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« Reply #83 on: February 09, 2017, 02:36:08 AM »
36 days in. Feeling pretty good erectile function seems to be improving though not exactly linearly. I just got a shot that i had to get and idk if its affecting my libido or erections or what but i feel like it went backwards a bit in progress afterwords. Interesting.

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« Reply #84 on: February 09, 2017, 07:15:22 PM »
The shot, or maybe 'cause you were sexting, which some argue is kinda the same culprit as porn since it goes under the term "artificial sexual stimulation" (THAT IS if it's pictures!!!)? Food for thought. Either way I don't think it's necessary to stop sexting with this girl if you're not ready to tell her about PMO-addiction, and I don't think it's necessarily bad for you to sext either, it's still a real person. And again, if it's literally just calling/texting without any visual stimulation, then it can by no means be bad imo.

Keep up the fucking sick work bro=) This is promising <3


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« Reply #85 on: February 09, 2017, 11:16:24 PM »
Thanks nofap!! Im ina hotel room with a girl right now. Lets see what happens wish me luck!!!

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« Reply #86 on: February 10, 2017, 07:08:54 PM »
Oh daaaaaaaayum hahah GOOD LUCK!! Make us proud <3 Keep us posted, looking forward to hearing about it! Sending you all my erection quality force, can you feel it?  ;D


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« Reply #87 on: February 11, 2017, 02:11:40 AM »
Haha thanks nofap! I could feel your erection force! In then most non gay way possible to say that lol! Well it worked! I had sex twice, both with a condom and came both times! First time i only lasted like 2 minutes though lol, second time was five. She wasnt super impressed with my lasting power haha but ive homestly never been able to fully have sex with a condom on. This was my first time! Felt amazing and was able to go twice!!!

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« Reply #88 on: February 11, 2017, 03:42:22 PM »
Lucky bastard. Keep it up! (No pun intended... Sort of...  ;D)
My Story: http://www.rebootnation.org/forum/index.php?topic=11799.0

I post frequently, don't think I'm not reading your stories as well ;)

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« Reply #89 on: February 13, 2017, 07:13:38 AM »
And proud you made us... <3 That's fucking awesome bro, CONGRATS!!  ;D Motivating eh? But don't let your guard down, has fucked me up more than once!


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« Reply #90 on: February 13, 2017, 12:03:34 PM »
Thanks nofap! I know! It feels wierd to have my streak still going but not feel all pent up. Definately a danger zone because you want the orgasm again, but i noticed I still have a sense of control. Maybe why gabe says porn and sex addiction are not the same thing. I definately agree with him on that. Im just glad i was lucky enough for it to work. But hey! The reboots working! And i think my early success that night could also be from working out 6 days a week and somewhat eating healthy, i feel like my body is recovering from everything faster, sickness you name it. But if anything it just served as motivation for me to keep going.

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« Reply #91 on: February 18, 2017, 11:07:41 PM »
Its day 45, dosnt feel like it since ive had sex twice lately, had sex on valentines day as well, but that's a good thing! My dick worked both times and i was able to have sex and finish with a condom. I started going a little soft the second time after changing positions and got a little scared, but it came right back to life!
Anyways my laptop died when i was doing homework and listening to music the other night and i just closed it and went to sleep. I opened it up again in class the next morning and the music i was listening to earlier came on full blast to wake everyone in class up haha. I was just thinking, if i was still fapping most likely that would have been sounds of women moaning and whips cracking, instead of some electronic music. The girl i was sitting across from thought it was funny and we started a conversation. That would have played out much, much differently if not for this!

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« Reply #92 on: February 26, 2017, 02:04:31 AM »
Made it 53 days and relapsed. It was really stupid. Masturbated to porn after being on some instagram pages that I shouldn`t be on. I know I need to be alot more careful with that. I`m very grateful for the enormous sucesses that I`ve seen experienced so far.`m not going to let this put me back on that path. It`s a setback, but I will continue on no doubt about it. I may need to delete my instagram or something but I will get back at it. It`s not about how many days are on my tracker, but a change in lifestyle.

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« Reply #93 on: March 02, 2017, 05:17:58 PM »
Just a quick reminder:

The whole journey is not about "managed"days, but instead of a lifestyle change.

If you consider your whole journey, the "relapse" was just a little wrong step.
You had succesful sex a few days ago - continue your pornfree life.

Everything is fine :)

Your story and strenght is for me (and I think for a lot of other people too) very inspiring.

All the best!

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« Reply #94 on: March 08, 2017, 04:46:35 PM »
Thanks gentleman86! I feel the same way. Havent gave in again and have 10 days under my belt again. It definately is a lifestyle change more than anything.the successful sex was huge for me!

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« Reply #95 on: March 13, 2017, 09:50:40 PM »
Okay day 15. Feeling pretty good. Had a couple risky instagram ventures that could have escalated, but pulled out in time. (Pun intended) So me and some coworkers are going to disneyland and getting a hotel and me and this girl im interested in may get a room together. Im kind of scared because even though im doing good and had successful sex last time, this one will be alot more pressure as shes extremely hot and is also a coworker, so im scared if i fail, it may get out to everyone else. High stakes situation. Im hoping it wont, but performance anxiety might come into play with this one and i hope it wont. Kind of scared, but i dont know if i should let that deter me.

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« Reply #96 on: March 20, 2017, 03:50:45 PM »
Day 22, just got back from the disneyland trip it was really fun. Slept in the same bed as the girl i feel like im falling for, but we never escalated past kissing.

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« Reply #97 on: March 20, 2017, 07:46:25 PM »
Take it slow! I would love to have the opportunity to sleep next to someone. Just warmness of someone next to me would make me feel all the better. Cherish it!
My Story: http://www.rebootnation.org/forum/index.php?topic=11799.0

I post frequently, don't think I'm not reading your stories as well ;)

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« Reply #98 on: March 21, 2017, 08:39:55 PM »
@redeemingadiction21, oh i know man. It felt really good to have her next to me, and i didnt even really want it to escalate, it felt like it took the pressure off and it was nice to just lay there with her. And waking up with full morning wood next to her was very comforting as well, making me feel as if it were to go there i would be able to do the deed.

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« Reply #99 on: March 26, 2017, 10:39:20 PM »
Day 29, relapse. Was edging with masterbation to imagination and stopped but was so stimulated that I started to O without even touching myself a couple seconds after stopping.