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Porn Addiction / Re: Did I relapse?
« on: September 21, 2015, 11:56:56 AM »
Thanks guys for the support, I'm still going strong. I'll be careful of the chaser effect.

Porn Addiction / Did I relapse?
« on: September 18, 2015, 12:18:39 PM »
"Warning Possible Trigger*

Hey Guys, I was wondering if I relapsed or not? I don't consider it as a wet dream.
So I dreamed that I was watching porn, it was a 3some and I enjoyed watching it.
Than I found myself (in my dream) pulling up some japanese p and PMO.
And i felt the guilt of relapsing in my dream and than i woke up.
But the dream felt so real, so would that be considered a relapse?
I am in my 4th day of rebooting.

Thanks in advance,

Hey guys, As soon as I started my reboot. I started to feel a vibrating, buzzing or tingling feeling on my penis. It doesn't happen all the time, but once or twice every hour or so. for maybe 1-3 minutes. This never happened when i was PMO ing, but once I stopped this sensation started. There is no pain or irritation and no problem or pain while urinating. It just brings my focus down there alot. I am just assuming its the healing process, because I've been PMO 3-5 times a day for 10+ years and now my penis finally gets a chance to rest. Thats what I think, but is it something i should get it checked out? Trying to avoid a doctors visit as much as possible, I am pretty broke. Thanks in advance

Ok cool. Doing a hard 90 up to 6 month. So I'll make contact with real woman. thanks for info

Ages 20-29 / Re: Time to change Habits
« on: September 16, 2015, 07:41:08 PM »
So far its been 2 days, since No PMO, but feels its been weeks. so far holding strong. Can see how addicted i was to PMO and how easy it can be to go back without awareness. I feel like already hit a physically flatline in libido, but still have thoughts of doing it with some of my co-workers, especially when one of them is very flirty. I've enter the tunnel, hopefully i'll see the light soon.

I was wondering, during the reboot or after will it be ok to to use Male Toys. For example, I have a Fleshlight and Soloflesh. I feel like the Soloflesh is the closest thing to a real women's private parts and the effort and time it takes like real sex. Will using these toys without porn help with the Death Grip Syndrome and help with performance/confidence when meeting a real woman? Or should I just stay away from them? Thank you.

** Warning, if you want to check out these toys on their sites. *Possible Trigger*

Ages 20-29 / Time to change Habits
« on: September 14, 2015, 03:14:10 PM »
Hey guys, I am 28. Started PMO since i was 13 I have thought about rebooting for many years, but now I feel like its really time to change. Starting today I am stopping all PMO for atleast 90 days.I always thought I had high libido, cause any sexual and non sexual scenes, images, or thoughts/fantasy gives me some form of erection and than I reach for porn to finish it. After much reading, it sounded like that it was not my libido, but just the synapses I had with PMO. I can feel how much it affects my relationship with women and how I approach them, and how self-conscious and afraid I get to meet a women in bed afraid that knowing I will or might have a hard time staying hard. Getting hard is easy, staying hard during penetration seems hard, as it seems like my penis isn't stimulated enough like my hand does. So here goes my reboot and hopefully everything goes well.

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