Relapsing

I keep relapsing. Im 15 and started PMO very young like around 10 or 11. im having symptoms of ED and my tastes have escalated tremendously in the last 4 years. Stuff i cant mention. disgusting stuff that worries me. but i keep relaspsing for some reason, even after going a month with abstinence. for some reason i somehow find a way to justify it in my head, and say "oh maybe ill just take a look at this P site" or maybe "ill just jerk off one night" then i fall down the cycle. Its easier said than done to just not do it, thats why i beg for help. I need advice, stories, i need other people... :'(

I know the feeling EXACTLY. Some advice I can give is to try to think of the feeling you will have after you follow through with what you are thinking. Think about how it can only set you back and not progress ANYTHING at all. I know I would always relapse in the shower. So if you're like me, try to find ways to work around your situation such as taking a cold shower or maybe leaving the door to your room open if thoughts brew when you're laying down for bed. I wish you the best of luck.

@ DestinationUnknown22

I keep relapsing. I'm 15 and started PMO very young like around 10 or 11.

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What's up dude, I can relate man. Although I am now 26, I started jackin it to magazines at age 8, moved on to cable TV softcore stuff at 10, and was on hardcore internet porn by age 12... Looking back I started to experience some sexual dysfunctions at age 17 but it took several more years to develop total erectile dysfunction. Be thankful you found out about this before things got worse....

I'm having symptoms of ED and my tastes have escalated tremendously in the last 4 years. Stuff i cant mention. disgusting stuff that worries me.

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The ED and escalating tastes are both very common, many guys including me experienced the same. By the time I was 14 I had seen just about every type of porn out there, and my tastes changed to some very abusive and degrading things at times I wish I could go back in time and unwatch... but I can't so I let that give me motivation to help people who have been hurt by porn on both sides of the screen.

Its easier said than done to just not do it, thats why i beg for help. I need advice, stories, i need other people..

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You're right it is easier said than done. You came to the right place, and I hope you find the help and support that you need here.

And for success stories check out this page. Scroll down for tons of reboot stories of all types.

http://www.yourbrainonporn.com/rebooting-accounts

Much love and welcome to the Nation