abetterfuture
Member
Hi,
I am new and old in this forum. I found out NoFap since 3 years ago. I felt like a rock hit on my head. However, it's just impossible to be completely free from porn on my own.
Even though having NoFap at the back of my mind, it just doesn't work!
I accidentally watched my uncle's porn when I was 8 or 9. From there, I started browsing explicit pics and then a classmate lent me his dad's porn. Never stopped and never thought I would be stopping until 3 years ago after knowing the consequences of high speed internet porn.
In the past 3 years, the maximum record was 60 days without an organism. I experienced withdraws and felt the benefits of NoFap. However, it felt like a trap that I couldn't never run away from it.
Porn is like one giant stain dot at the back of my body that I have to hide it all the time in my life! The feeling of being a hypocrite is just unbearable. Also when I had 2 or 3 weeks porn free I felt like a superman but when I relapsed I felt like a zombie.
I wish it would just be gone completely from my life!
I'm on Day 2 again. Hope anyone out there could be an accountability partner to help each other out!
Thank you all. Hope this is a good start!
I am new and old in this forum. I found out NoFap since 3 years ago. I felt like a rock hit on my head. However, it's just impossible to be completely free from porn on my own.
Even though having NoFap at the back of my mind, it just doesn't work!
I accidentally watched my uncle's porn when I was 8 or 9. From there, I started browsing explicit pics and then a classmate lent me his dad's porn. Never stopped and never thought I would be stopping until 3 years ago after knowing the consequences of high speed internet porn.
In the past 3 years, the maximum record was 60 days without an organism. I experienced withdraws and felt the benefits of NoFap. However, it felt like a trap that I couldn't never run away from it.
Porn is like one giant stain dot at the back of my body that I have to hide it all the time in my life! The feeling of being a hypocrite is just unbearable. Also when I had 2 or 3 weeks porn free I felt like a superman but when I relapsed I felt like a zombie.
I wish it would just be gone completely from my life!
I'm on Day 2 again. Hope anyone out there could be an accountability partner to help each other out!
Thank you all. Hope this is a good start!