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StrugglingDude
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Where do i start. I got started on porn back in the 70's when i worked in the grocery store. back then we had all the major mags under the counter. I would take huge chances to view them. then of course the advent of the internet made it so easy to view it. I've spent a lot of time watching porn. I've tried sooooo many times to quit but can't completely quit. Over the past several years i've cut down, dramatically, the porn i watch. probably 80% less. but when I've had a bad day or when my health (I have lots of health issues) become overwhelming i indulge. I have Porn induced ED some of the time. When I first saw the reboot nation video on Youtube I was very encouraged so much so that i was able to completely stop watching porn for 30 days. It was the most amazing 30 days i've had in decades. but then i "rewarded" myself and watched some. big mistake. I haven't been able to repeat those 30 days no matter what i do. I am a woodworker by hobby not profession so i do have an outlet unfortunately my health is bad so i have very little energy both physically and emotionally and most of the time i just am too tired to do anything but sit in front of the TV. To succeed at this reboot would be the most amazing thing that can happen to me personally. I can't believe I'm here at this site posting this stuff. I have a gorgeous wife but she has no libido at all and I try to not bug her to have sex. She's a great sport though but I would like to not be controlled by my sex drive that's driven by porn watching. we are both in our mid sixties. My sex drive is a curse!!! Ugh. Desperate to quit completely. the harder i try to quit it seems the harder it is to quit. Sometimes my urges to indulge are overwhelming.