olafthewise
Active Member
The porn quit date was Nov 2017. My full confession to my wife was around May 2019. Reboot nation use was around 2015 when I reduced my porn viewing habits about 90%.
As I said in other posts, it is still too late. The 8 years of unemployment, welfare and worthless graduate degree, have not helped my low self esteem. I suffer incredible depression due to a lack of identity and a guilty past of daily/weekly porn use.
enough this.
I see that many here still retain jobs and marriages. This is a mystery to me. The Lord has gifted me a life in my late 50's with embarrassment, humiliation and ruin before all men. My job is $15/hr and my older kids see me as a joke.
I move on. Porn is not an answer.
duty to my kids and wife remain. I can't believe I spent so much time in porn.
As I said in other posts, it is still too late. The 8 years of unemployment, welfare and worthless graduate degree, have not helped my low self esteem. I suffer incredible depression due to a lack of identity and a guilty past of daily/weekly porn use.
enough this.
I see that many here still retain jobs and marriages. This is a mystery to me. The Lord has gifted me a life in my late 50's with embarrassment, humiliation and ruin before all men. My job is $15/hr and my older kids see me as a joke.
I move on. Porn is not an answer.
duty to my kids and wife remain. I can't believe I spent so much time in porn.