I am at 55 days today but going to a hard time
One important reason to do nofap is that I finally want to be happy in a meaningful (sexual) relation which I currently don?t have and never have had really. I have always lacked the confidence to get intimate with women, and when I do I often chicken out of the relationship, maybe because I meet the wrong women, i don?t know really.
I was on a holiday the last few weeks and really tried to flirt with women I liked but they always end up liking me as a friend.
Still I was keeping my urges under control quite well. But just now looking out of the window I saw my neighbor across watching porn. Dude probably forgot to close the shutters and I couldn?t look away. Feeling pumped up right now and ready to go. I know it passes but my mind is playing all the tricks in the book again.
I need to keep strong.