ScaredTurtle
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Howdy fellas
I'm here from researching porn induced ED, after a frustrating sexual experience this past weekend, I'm not going to be shy which is my polar opposite, and just give you guys all the details.
I have been single for litterally years. An embarassinlgy long amount of years because I just was not ready to get back out there from losing some one I really loved. So to satisfy !y sexual urges I jerked it to porn, lots of porn usually once a a day some times a bit more some times a bit less. Over the last 6-8 months I noticed when doing my thing I would only achieve 70% or so of my erection potiental, had no staying power, and as soon as I finished my business I would be 100% flaccid before I could even blink.
I ignored these symptoms and kept at it because for personal reasons dating was just not an option for emotional reasons. So years go by of me doing my thing and fast forward to this past Sunday,
A very desirable woman starts hitting me up dropping hints and sending me some nude pics I told her to come on over if she wanted and she did. We got down to business, she's naked in my bed playing with my business but I got nothing, NOTHING but dead wood after trying like hell to get it up we just gave up and started watching a movie, now for the whole 2 hour movie she's playing with me, giving me oral but nothing. I went to the bathroom got to about 60% and took a second run at sex with her, which I pulled off with a lot of difficulty. I wasn't fully erect, I felt numb and every time we changed positions in a brief second I was almost totally soft again, never felt so bad about my confidence or ability to have sex,
At first I thought performance anxiety because this girl is intimidatingly beautiful and in my head I had great emphasis on the importance of ringing her bell as best as possible but it was a no go.
Doing some research I found this site and a few YouTube videos from the founder Gabe, and started learning about this and started a reboot the next day. Since then my penis has been pulling the ultimate scared turtle. Its small and shriveled up and short, I have had not one sexual thought since nor an urge to loom at porn, I removed all porn from my computer to remove temptation. I'm wondering how long until I start to see improvement and increase in labido again, I know it has yet to be a week but I have not even touched my penis since until tonight trying to get erect with a light grip 40-50% boner and no interest in going forward. And decided to make my first post. Please help me out here guys I'm pretty freaked out and a bit depressed about it. I'm in a reboot/ hard reset and known I can stick with not baiting but I feel as if sex is over for me, I have not had morning wood or a solid strong erection in a long time, is this sounding like PIED or just ED? I started a routine to do everything I can to increase drive and desire while getting in better shape to help my little buddy our. Please advise me what to do and if this sounds like classic PIED. I'm a bit stressed but I'm surprisingly good with no porn, no baiting, and no artificial stimulation but it hasn't been too long yet I'm just hoping I can get this back, now that I'm emotionally ready for a real relation ship I have a real dead wood situation on my hands at a young age. So any advice or tips or info I need to look into would be great, good luck to all and thanks for having me on the forums.
I'm here from researching porn induced ED, after a frustrating sexual experience this past weekend, I'm not going to be shy which is my polar opposite, and just give you guys all the details.
I have been single for litterally years. An embarassinlgy long amount of years because I just was not ready to get back out there from losing some one I really loved. So to satisfy !y sexual urges I jerked it to porn, lots of porn usually once a a day some times a bit more some times a bit less. Over the last 6-8 months I noticed when doing my thing I would only achieve 70% or so of my erection potiental, had no staying power, and as soon as I finished my business I would be 100% flaccid before I could even blink.
I ignored these symptoms and kept at it because for personal reasons dating was just not an option for emotional reasons. So years go by of me doing my thing and fast forward to this past Sunday,
A very desirable woman starts hitting me up dropping hints and sending me some nude pics I told her to come on over if she wanted and she did. We got down to business, she's naked in my bed playing with my business but I got nothing, NOTHING but dead wood after trying like hell to get it up we just gave up and started watching a movie, now for the whole 2 hour movie she's playing with me, giving me oral but nothing. I went to the bathroom got to about 60% and took a second run at sex with her, which I pulled off with a lot of difficulty. I wasn't fully erect, I felt numb and every time we changed positions in a brief second I was almost totally soft again, never felt so bad about my confidence or ability to have sex,
At first I thought performance anxiety because this girl is intimidatingly beautiful and in my head I had great emphasis on the importance of ringing her bell as best as possible but it was a no go.
Doing some research I found this site and a few YouTube videos from the founder Gabe, and started learning about this and started a reboot the next day. Since then my penis has been pulling the ultimate scared turtle. Its small and shriveled up and short, I have had not one sexual thought since nor an urge to loom at porn, I removed all porn from my computer to remove temptation. I'm wondering how long until I start to see improvement and increase in labido again, I know it has yet to be a week but I have not even touched my penis since until tonight trying to get erect with a light grip 40-50% boner and no interest in going forward. And decided to make my first post. Please help me out here guys I'm pretty freaked out and a bit depressed about it. I'm in a reboot/ hard reset and known I can stick with not baiting but I feel as if sex is over for me, I have not had morning wood or a solid strong erection in a long time, is this sounding like PIED or just ED? I started a routine to do everything I can to increase drive and desire while getting in better shape to help my little buddy our. Please advise me what to do and if this sounds like classic PIED. I'm a bit stressed but I'm surprisingly good with no porn, no baiting, and no artificial stimulation but it hasn't been too long yet I'm just hoping I can get this back, now that I'm emotionally ready for a real relation ship I have a real dead wood situation on my hands at a young age. So any advice or tips or info I need to look into would be great, good luck to all and thanks for having me on the forums.